its quite weird,
i dun usually look at news

now, keep reading news on yahoo page. lol.
singapore news somemore.
when i'm not even there.

maybe i treat it as storybook to read bah. LOL!

IT'S ALL IN THE MIND!

i need some chicken soup books! hahaha
anybody has online story website :)
pls tell mE!

bored. dun wanna do reports and presentation. hahaa..

& i've got mail! =))) i got a penpal man. this is so retro. HAHA! but i loveit!

i'm inspired by subha post.

Have you ever...

feel so strong abt this one song.

that could remind how you felt in
a certain day
a relationship,
an event
a birthday
etc...

especially when the lyrics exactly describes how you felt at the moment of time.

thanks to mr singh. i'm addicting to make videos. hhaha. (shld be smthing good i guess)
usually marks a start or an end.

music and videos always etched to my heart.
camps, grad, POP,
like long term memory. not the pictures in the video,
but how u felt and the song with it.

I still rmb when i was teaching some of my juniors how to make video,
how good ur video is, is determine by how many people cried.
haha. i'm so evil.

now, looking back and re watch them
mixed feelings , dont want to describeanymore

i love being under dim lights, with a few jazz, soft n relaxing music..
woohoo~ tt's life man. :D
it just makes me forget things i dontwant to rmb, & it doesnt matter if i _ _ _.

daily dose of happiness :D
chocolate and chocolate cookies

and all your email replies. love u guys :)

MOMENTS IN LIFE

There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!



When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don't see the one
which has been opened for us.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

~

Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want to do.



May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human, and
enough hope to make you happy.

hahaha.. LLY , u can listen and view it everyday neh.
i wait for my prince to watch with me :P

i dunno how

she can be so firm love can wins it all.
and tt her inspiration is all those who needs her...
the kids.

tt was once my inspiration as well.
tt made me came back.
for so long i have still been there.

i always wondering how long it can last.
my stand is always so shaky,
like i always do,
but i know tt it has always more towards the i-will-be-there side.

she made me worried.
but always able to reassure me.
hais, what else can i do for her. hmmm.


http://www.flickr.com/photos/valkeryl/1933554684/in/set-72157619233540378/
its a lovely photo, from my friend at work.
i always love the way she view things.
through tt little pin hole.
i like her happy pictures,
but she like taking sad pictures.
it can tells more stories, and the feelings will be stronger.

when can i learn to be as firm and confident. :(

give me some, give me some happiness....
woooohoooooo.. chocolate rocks. =P

http://health.howstuffworks.com/human-nature/emotions/happiness/science/chocolate-high3.htm

dont take my words, as an excuse.
no $$ - need to mug hard. lol.
shldnt even bother. mus focus.

my dear dear lappy.
pls dun die on me.
u're like the one connection to my friends and family back home.
and the only source of entertainment. i beg of u.. omg.

i dunno what i'm feeling now. seriously?
stress? tiredness? homesick? irrrdk.
very lethargic. none of the above seems applicable.
mayb jus too many things in my mind now.
too overwhelmed. maybe i jus need to sleep more.

you will find out some traits of your friends,
from things they do,
from how they work,
from the things they say,
from another friend

but whatever it is.
if, they are still what u considered as friends,
shouldn't you, then, accept them as they are.
whatever it is.
whether is it true a not.
its not abt who you trust more
but abt the bond you share

i was wondering why, its not the person i've knew
i was rather disappointed from what i heard
but then, i realised the point,
nobody is perfect,
but why not make this an imperfect perfection.

i did and will always cherish this friendship :D

"People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Let the world see more of the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway."

Though i'm a free thinker, i do believe all religion is trying to spread goodness amg people.
Hope everybody is coping. :D

你不能这样就认输。
打战，还没开始就投降？
你是这样的吗？

我要坚持！！！！ 我可以的。
读书罢了，没什么大不了的 :)

不能辜负我家人的期待。
妈做工, 累坏的身体。 从工作所受得伤。
让我泪洒满面的夜晚。
跟现在读书的感受比起来，真的是小巫见大巫了。

it will be my motivation :D

mummy, get well soon.
though its just a twisted ankle, i will still be worried.
really hope i was there to bandaged and nag at her.
:(
think this is what effect me the most :((

wonder...

how my mum manage to wake up in the morning to buy groceries.
woke up really early today, but got stuck on my bed for a while. haha.

nearly everyday she will go down to the market to buy fresh food.
even on days she has to work, so she will have to wake up earlier.

i dunno how she do tt.
but i guess when u're a mummy then u will understand why..
i think i will be like her in the future. kids are my first priority.
if i happen to get married. hahaha! :P
(and ngliurong: stop it loh, what training to be housewife.omg.lol.)

and maybe tt's the reason why i enjoy going back to sj so much.
going there to interact with children (err, sort of children)
maybe cos i have pen-pan syndrome. like seriously.
i can communicate to them quite alright. haha.
sometimes they pissed me off quite badly too..
oh well..
but seeing them grow. its really a satisfying job.
they coming back talking to you like a mature and sensible teen.
feels so old saying this. oh mann. i'm getting old.

i think being a mummy is a tough job.
i guess she deserve to abuse me. haha.
no literally, obviously.
her whys and hows using a computer.
i always have to rack my brains, on how to make her rmb the steps
pisses me off too..
sometimes i jus help her do instead. haha.

i really feel bad not being able to be there.
putting in the heaps of efforts you guys are.
in my absence, i hope nth bad does happen.
dont be too task-orientated.
the learning journey is the most impt, and of cos their welfare and safety too.

it does really affect me much, but i know i cant do anything now.
ting, jiu kao ni le.

happy 100 years old to my school. lol.

http://www.uq.edu.au/news/index.html?article=21014

you mus be the best person to fit the job and tt's why u are there.

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_515237.html


"Never say die, however desperate the situation. If you think hard enough, you will find the resource and you will find a way out of it."

:D

desperating looking for a suitable project supervisor. i hope i get a project tt i want and like to do. it will really affect what comes next...

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20100414/tap-069-better-job-chances-fresh-grads-e-231650b.html

hopefully gets better and better. :)

The important thing about a problem is not its solution, but the strength we gain in finding the solution.

人生总会遇到种种的麻烦，问题，困扰自己的事。大家都会有自己的问题， 有不想说的事。
但没有什么不能解决的事，从中得到的教训， 让自己变得更坚强，那不是更好吗？

message from GOD, in FB: You have these problems because you need the gifts they carry within.

haha.oh well.. somehow linked though. :P

i miss my crazily busy but fulfiling life..
its changing i know.

i will mug hard :D

看着那天空上的蓝天，白云。时不时，会在想他们是不是也在看着那同样的天空，想这同样的事。
一片片的云朵， 被风这样吹着， 像是人和人之间, 岔生而过的感觉。。。

玉不琢，不成器，人不学，不知义

"谓玉不加工，不成器皿。后以喻人不经过培养﹑锻炼，不能成材。 "

being partiallyblind for quite some time reallysian..but it does help to rest my eyes . it gets tired really often. but at least some time it prevent me from seeing things i dun want. haha . (excuses la) doesnt see it doesnt mean it didn't happen. oh well ...

it quite helpless , having events tt u cant attend, knowing tt ur love ones back there are sick, needed someone, angry, wanna talk etc. and u always tell them to email email.but u know they wont cos they dun wanna u to worry. even if they do u can only tell them what to do , but u nvr know whether they did it a not.

worry worry, is just another awful feeling.

i want to be like the seagullto fly freely and w/o any worries or the cra, i have a strong covering n can always dig a hole down under to protect myself

HOLIDAY. :D
great time tt everyone is waiting forrr...

MUG after tt :(
must mug real hard, as quoted from
nearly everyone from my family.
even my ah gong and ah ma.
oh my...

now dun wanna study oso mus die die study an A liao. LOL!

i hope i'm not the one tt makes pple have the idea to leave,
being the first few officer of my corp really is a big thing,
never was there graduates ever appear back in school to help.
i'm glad i'm the first few.
now, not being able to be back, definitely miss a lot of stuff.
but most of all is the corps there struggling w/o me
i jus hope the best for them
leaving it for 1 year. i hope the intensity to go back will not decrease.
but i doubt so.

really appreciate ms chandran's effort of making the envelope.
may not all be her effort, at least she's the one who brought it all tgt.
i really enjoy reading it :D

I'm starting to decorate my house. and i love the way its goingggg... LOVE!

woohoo.. damn shiok . today slept until happy then wake up. and its nearly dinner time?
yst chatted till 3,4 am. the girls all so funny. lol. ok, now waiting for kor to be online so i can chat with my aunttt..... so long din hear her voice liao :PP

why am i even thinking abt their competition. aha. anw, all the best. i hope they do their best. :D