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Saturday, October 31, 2009


happy halloween....:P


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Thursday, October 29, 2009


went to see the doc, at last. my poor colleagues have to endure with my coughing and "ahhh-chooo"S for one week alr. LOL.
yah, total waste of money la. predicted exactly what medicine they will give, lozenges, cough
syrup and the little yellow pill for runny nose. haiz. which i alr have. think i just need to sleep la.

took half day settle all the documents alr, waiting for the Ecoe only le. then can apply student visa everything liao.


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Wednesday, October 28, 2009


i dunno what's going on with me. i need to be less emotional more professional in work.

love the nasi lemak at adam road. soo nice .yum yum. :D

think they used to be being bubbly noisy little girl disturbing everyone and anyone. a little moody after lunch. mayb tired? i dun think so leh, work is usual ma, a little more stuff but i'm coping it quite well though. i start to worry, worry ppl ard will forget abt me. i dunno how this thought comes abt, i jus randomly thought of it. so sad. hmm. but life is so unpredictable, who knows what will happen next? today is totally not myself, saw 2 ppl i knew on my way home, usually i will call/sms/pat the person. i just feel like ignoring. why? why? why? haixz , -still ill-


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Tuesday, October 27, 2009


i dont like it when u keep asking me abt aus stuff when i just reach home after work, tired and sleepy.i dun have the mood to talk.


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Monday, October 26, 2009


Something to Share..

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often..

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, ' I love you ' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away


aiming for the sky above;
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went JB with my aunt on sunday. quite enjoyed it. did a lot of stuff. tired la. but fun.
realised my family, they all worked really hard for their future de. hm.


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this is where we spend our saturday night. spooktacular @sentosa.











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Friday, October 23, 2009




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Tuesday, October 20, 2009


confirmed the deposit alr. i'm going.


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Sunday, October 18, 2009


Its been ages since I lasted touched or involved in any sj activities. Went to the meeting at the chalet, I didn’t do much regarding meeting, I try not to touch anything. I don’t know if there will be a chance for me to follow on stuff anymore. Glad the seniors (the really senior seniors) are doing really well, can communicate with the younger ones, can command and control though not perfect (I’m not perfect too), they are somewhere there already. I don’t think there will be a need for me soon. That’s quite a good sign. A good leader will have a team whereby they can work well with or without the leader to be there. I haven’t been a leader anyway, just being the oldest (in sj).

Gonna pay the deposit already. Can aussie dollar stop increasing!

Somehow cant forget you, with all that we’ve been thru.
It will all get better with time. I will smile cos’ I deserve too.



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Saturday, October 17, 2009


my thoughts feel so insignificant as compared to the things happening around.


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Thursday, October 15, 2009


when for break alone, hwee keng was in the pantry alr. yeah, she is a nice supervisor, was asking me abt going info on studying overseas and told me tt my position will be open for me when i finish my studies.

I dunno this decision is by her, or dr LO. was glad and definitely touched by it. like what i said b4, i dun like ppl pinning hopes on me, cos i'm afraid tt i might be a disappointment. :(

but i know I'm really loved by them :)


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Monday, October 12, 2009


no doubt it will affect me. today feel so lethargic at work. keep sighing for no reason. even after work feels sian.
oh well..

hopefully tml's gym make me feels better. i'm gonna run for at least 45 mins k? go hwee ing


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Sunday, October 11, 2009


STUPIDLY FRUSTRATED. it feels like they all hates me, i think maybe a funeral cost lesser than what i' going to do soon. or maybe can earn money oso. maybe tt's what they want, stop spending their precious money. but my life book is too short and empty to end now i havent written anything yet, ppl reading pls dun worry.

i dunno why i can be so frank with a friend than my family. I can sit at the playgrd near my hse just to think abt it, looking at the pathetic phone, seeing so many contacts, i afraid to disturb them, afraid they will not be free for me, i'm afraid of disappointment, afraiid to show them the other side of me, afraid to trouble them more, afraid they worry more. i dunno why i'm so afraid when i'm such a daring person, and a strong character (tt' what i think). i dun like disappointment and tt's why i dun wanna give ppl hope and expect for smth and when i cant deliver it. and of cos i hope to be given the same treatment too.
i not close with any of my family, i think cos i'm the only girl, i got no one to share my happiness my problems with. i not close with my brothers, dun even mention abt my parents. my aunt, on and off, on and off. she has her own life too. i dun rmb the last hug or touch my family members. (maybe graduation, cos i'm so happy i grab hold of every single person i know to take photo?) Like what my colleagues did, she punched me and say 'its sign of affection' though i know its just playing with me.but i'm really like tt. i only whacked ppl who i'm close with. i dun even touch my family, what is affection all abt? i dun feel it man. i whacked all my friends ok, even those really quiet friends, i will pat on the back when i get to see them, even sittting next to each other shoulder to shoulder counts. i like to punch them whack them hug them kiss them (playing a fool one la) lend them my shoulder, lie on their shoulder, sit back to back, jus talk crap. i super love the pple ard me, my friends, my colleagues. i love to love them but i dunno how.


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Saturday, October 10, 2009


I don't know why they won't help me reduce or at least stop giving me more problems. yes, its smth i wanna do, and i know it i need to solve it. STOP CHANTING ABT THE SAME THING. I'm freakingly pissed off.


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i never had a chance to say goodbye


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Monday, October 05, 2009



















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few days back, hwee keng asked me abt how long will i stay. i say i dunno.

com to think of it. leaving is quite sad. i think i got attached to my workplace alr.


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Sunday, October 04, 2009


i think working 6 days a week is a bit too much la... hmm.. hopefully reduce to 5.5days.. tired.

good luck to all my juniors. esp the graduating ones, all the best for your N and O levels. : )


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Friday, October 02, 2009


i''m so gonna blog la. i dun care i'm working at 8 tml. ahahaha... think the excited feeling is still there. LOL. but i tot i'm sleepy and tired. yes i am and i still am. i mus blog i mus mus. hahahaa

the feeling not as nervous as i am during grad day. maybe cos this time round, those tt i want them to come, majority of them cant come (on a dumb afternoon weekday, who the hell is free) need to work, course, study, etc... quite sad. but nvm la. i have the few with me is enough alr. and the wishes from those who cant come ;)

seriously toook very long to do this NYAA, from mr singh initiated to take up this thing, was it 2005? smth like tt. i jus finish O levels. we went to his hse. eat nasi lemak, the best i ever had, the one tt is near his hse, then will eat and talk, then we'll have meeting. all the stuff is always ready. short and sweet, chop chop finish. tt time i was told to help the alumni to contact nyaa coordinator in hss. tt's ms wu. hmm. then till now tt we got it done, and we got the award. three cheers. wooohooo..

in between slack abit here and there for sure. but me and ms wu did the "zui hou chong ci" to get it done. yeah, surely many ppl on the way tt did really helped us a lot. let's see if i can name them all. of cos, mrs yeo and mrs goh, P and VP tt was in HSS the time when i was doing this program. they give us lots of support. mr singh who started this idea, ms wu for always helping me with the compilation of the report (i did some too, hopefully it helped to speed up :) ) the coordination with NYAA council, give me idea of how to write the reflections (oh go, tt's a bad memory, aha) ms chandran for forever pushing us with stuff to do so i dun have to think so hard cause i will always have too many things to write abt. HAHA. so its good right? :P mr gaius lee, the transport guy, and entertainment :P mr alex chua (dun really rmb his name) the new NIE guy tt time, we needed teacher to jus be there in case of anything, at least he bother to come down. and i know there 're surely many many others tt secretly helped us but i am not aware of. i thank ALL of YOU out there tt helped us achieved this in a way or other. i super LOVE u. :P

today got mr koh's ride to TP. =) cos need to count the F one donation tins in the morning, so was in hq. he jus offer to give us a ride. =)

i'm a lucky girl, with so many nice kind pple around me. I'm so glad. at this point of time, I'm truly happy
cant stop admiring the badge. haha.. it will jus sit beside my bed for a few days it hink :P

I think i really became the 'xiao tai yang' in lab. :D
a noisy one :P
I got really great colleagues. I'm so gonna miss them if i leave :(


aiming for the sky above;
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