what's the right choice?

later tonight is the race! wees! lookinf forwaRD :)

yo. went for F one duty today. selling "survival kit" . you know what's inside the kit? earplugs and a poncho. hahaa. literally meant survival for this race. the noise tt the racing cars made is so unbearable. i can feel my eardrums vibrating LITERALLY when i'm near the track.

i guess its quite an experience to see the racing cars (though it travel super fast and I can only stay and see for a few mins cos need to do work) , and many ppl, asians caucasian, etc etc. can see how they behave and speaks. talking to them can be quite a challenge too. the MINORITY and MAJORITY. yeah, its quite interesting. but it gets all tired and sweaty, weather hasnt been really good these days. sudden rain then, hot blazing sun. ppl's getting sick. hm.

went back to HSS b4 going to F one, miss the slacking days as a relief teacher.
work and interest at the same time. Idk, even sumia can tell me tt working and your interest has different channels of energy. sometimes you work for the sake of working, on the other hand, interest passion keeps you going. no matter how tired you are, you will still have the energy to push you on. i think mine is slowing extinguishing itself, maybe I'm not the main cause, but there are also fuel to keep it on.

jus damn tired, ok sleep time

i need someone to confide in, but there isn't any right person to talk to. its always a wrong time. busy is a damn irritating word.

outing with my colleagues. =))

went out with the 2 babes. haha. so long since we last met. ok. we did a lot of funny stuff. went shopping tooo. :P happy happy.

hellos~ i love talking abt happy stuff.. :D

last thursday (17th Sept 09) my colleagues went to Sweasens icecream buffet.. woohooo.. weeeS~ i'm so excited la. haha. i dunno why tt day so high. though not all of them going, a lot of them are going, some unexpected ppl are going too. :P
tt was like the first gathering since the many years (what i heard). :)) lets hope there will be more this kind of gathering :)

this is aall the stuff we can get. its one for one. super worth it. its at ION Orchard. i still have the voucher, anybody wanna go can get from me k . end of this month only. 11.10 per person . haha.
left to right: jeanne (suppose to be ill :P ), karen, marlini,, beesan, ah tiong

its quite saddening seeing why some parents give birth to their child and not teaching them well. then what's the point of giving birth to them.

Parents are the first teachers in a child's life and a child's attitude, behavior and character comes exactly from how the parents teach them to be. Though the environment does affect, heard b4 the 孟母三牵. i dunno when or how he has become not the little bro i've known, and i know 忠言逆耳 (the truth may not always as pleasing), not everybody will want to accept the truth as it may seems. the words tt seems to be the most hurting may jus be the only truth and the only helpful thing to improve u.

You reap what you sow. this is what i always heard as a student, i have always seen it work. I dunno when you will start to study hard. but i'm quite sure tt your cousins here will definitely help you in whatever ways we can. But your attitude MUST change. You will never succeed in life.

How many juniors and friends i have helped b4, but why i cant change the ppl tt are closest to me?

did these for them, hope they rmb the time here in the lab. i'll miss them.

SGH molecular lab staff plus bacT stuff. :))

sometimes i really wonder if I'm strong enough to handle and cope with what i have and going to do.

went to grandpa hse. its so long since i last drank soup tt he made.
the soup tt he made, stew for a long long time. its so delicious. hmmhmm.. yummy. i cant never forget the taste. why my mum doesn't inherit his genes or something. haha~

i will super miss the soup la.

hope tml will be great la. =/

dear blogger cant upload photos again. sian...

ok.. this whole week passes really fast, maybe cos there are 2 ppl leaving the lab and turns out to be the only 2 tt came into this lab with me. and maybe b'cos of tt we are stuck tgt. haha. i meant the closest colleagues i had there. we go for mask fitting tgt, watch movie, nearly everyday's lunch at work we had it tgt, even late lunch we try to have lunch tgt. hmm... hafizah and edina. hafizah last day on the tuesday and edina's on friday. its quite sad la, of cos, if can i would want them to stay. but as a friend, i think its best for them to pursue what they want and what is the best for them. and since they have made their choice to move on from here. i think i shld send them the best regards and wish them all the best. we can always meet up :)

took quite some photos, all on FB. go check it out la. when blogger recovers i will blog it up.

hey. today was great. char-li bday. =P
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY.
trying to make her embarassed while celebrating. but failed xD
i will try harder next time

think if tml we dun need to study, work, wake up early, we might, no, will stay on later. it's so rare tt 7 met up tgt.

-gonna be alone this week-

hey, wasn't online the whole week. hais. working is exhausting though its fun, but then still cant be as energetic as before, sleeping at 12 plus and able to attend lectures the next day morning kind. maybe cos of my havent recovered cough. think i need a whole week of sleep to replenish my energy , i guess.

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jus went to settle the w cards at hq. know tt my corps was the highest in zone, i'm actually quite happy, but as compared the amt of trouble i need to go thru to settle it. there wasn't happiness anymore. why all others was properly documented, why cant mine be like tt too ? is our standard tt bad tt we cant even do it. ok. anw it ended.

then b4 i left, mr k said thanks for ur commitment, and actually I dun feel really happy abt it. I thought it will be a few ppl’s effort, but it ended up one person effort. What if I’m not there, then there’ll be one poor person be pointed to do? Or it will be left unattended at all. I jus dun feel good tt whole day thinking abt it.


Half full or half empty, its still half. Not the 100%.

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Hais. Work for going to be the 3rd month alr. Realized a piece of paper call certification is very very important. Discussed it with one of my working friend, while discussing we brought in many funny things, using the ppl working in the lab as eg, ok I brought them in, I am the bad one. Haha. but its quite true the things we analysed. & 2 of my buddy in lab, the only 2 tt came in with me, all leaving for another job. Hais, I din wan them to go, but still tt’s their future and decision. I’m the only one left, but luckily I have the others la. tt console me a little

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dr oon treats all the staff dinner, I jus got so lucky I passed the intense period when I entered the job. She wants to thank the 3 bacT staff tt came in to help when the section were looking for staff, me la.
The dinner was so shiok yummy. Love it. Post pictures when blogger recovers. Lol

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Physiology, I think is smth I’m interested in as compared to the others.
Immunology, I’m not very familiar, but it’s abt the recent thing happening. The thing with this is tt I can study shorter time, meaning lesser money.
Which should I choose ?

Be what you are, that’s when u can do better.