some weirdy stuf. LOL

read the youtube comments. damn funnie.lol

Mr Singh Farewell Dinner @ Fish & Co Glassdoor Branch

The one whom i truly respect. and will surely missed when he is not around. but glad to know someone who is going to harvard, tt will be the best place for a talent like him. hope he will enjoy this trip. We'll sure have another of this gathering one year later =)

I hope this post is a much happier one.
How could i make such a blunder today, i'm soo dumb. shld not have been like tt. so much training alr still can make stupid mistake like this. i jus cant get pass myself with dumb mistakes.

Every good tailor knows that the tiny things make a garment fit like it was, well, made for you. All that care and attention will take a simple piece of clothing and turn it into a statement. There's something in your life right now that deserves that same kind of care and attention when it comes to even the smallest components.

BORING~

my mood now is so opposite of my blog's first song. I have no reasons to smile.

everything seems to be so screwed up, my mood jus sux, attitude sux. life doesn't seem to be fun anymore..

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how to smile when my heart is aching? how to smile even though its breaking?
so what if there is clouds in the sky. how to smile through my fear and sorrows? my sun seem to have set in long ago and never rise up again. nothing seems worthwhile now. my hopes are gone.

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 person left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the
following weeks..



DAY 1:

They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.


DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.


DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.... Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..


DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future.. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.


DAY 20:


Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.


DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.


DAY 29:

11:37 pm


Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...


20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.


11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me.

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping


THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

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Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

took the last train back home........

working for one week.

i guess ice melts as time pass. colleagues are quite good.

just no more extra time for family friends and myself.

work 6 days per week.

i'm just tired i guess.

i think i will re-consider my further studies options.

registered for standard char, 10k only la.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI.

happy 20th birthday. =)

i know owed you a lot of photos la. but, wait la. aha.
i still wanna see grasshopper dance leh. :P

hey girl, having you there to ask me for advises for your uni choices really make me felt really impt. I can be an impact in your life :) love you lots lots :)))

Not everything that can be counted counts,
not everything that counts can be counted.

when i'm not needed i'm pushed away. why?

went mdis queenstown one... dear lazy hx was suppose to be with me la. ..........

lecturer was funny, got a marketing guy quite cute but he smokes (jus destroys everything), one graduated from mdis working in mdis now. talk talk, walk ard the campus. thinking of the foundation course. i dunno la.

i dunno what to do, walking to the busstop saw SOC (special operations command) shld i sign on police, then went on the bus saw cd building, shld i be a fire fighter or a scdf, queensway: buy a shop and sell some bloody things, library: be a librarian the rest of myt life? i dunno what to dooooooooooo...... very sian..

i need motiivation to go work every morning, dragging myself to the bathroom is not what i want.. i totally have no sense of belonging there. everything is sooooo boring..... i seems like making mistake all the time. where is the hwee ing that i used to beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................................ cheer funny confident wheree?????

i want to feel "yeah, i am going to work, i can see my colleagues, i can save mankind" bloody where? i dont want to start work wait for lunch time, lunch time wait for end of work. i dont wanttttt...

i dont want to feel like walking alone again... :(

belief.

My last ever neoprints. hahaha... okay. was actually Raf with hair, before going into ns. hahaha...

Can I Borrow $25?


A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I j! ust want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little ! boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

tml gonna return to work. will know my schedule tml . not very looking forward, but the people there are good and quite friendly la. maybe jus dun have any motivation yet. Think I need to find smth there tt i like and will look forward to work next time. .hmm. plus I'm newbie, dunno what I can do or help out with. there are 2 more newbie there, so tend to sit ard and talk. haha.very bad la.. awkard silent at some point in time. sian.

a few more days la, when i got more work to do, and get to know more people there alrd them maybe i wont have this feeling lla....

Happy birthday Yuzhen.

Our advanced celebration at Hard Rock Cafe

my so long nvr uploaded photos =P

got a lot of photos npt yet upload. sorry all who has been waiting.

day one of work is BORING BORING BORING. TOTAL BOREDOM. read read read. omg. got 2 new staff like me too la. then one of the really good staff (opps, forget name le) brought us for lunch ard. when to the tunnel area. seem the not supposed to be seen.lol. but interesting la, who tell me to work so neaer blk 9.haha.got 2 new shoes and 3 new lab coats. LOL. good la. hahaha. but the bag was orbit. super super. brought home anw.

TIRED
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i should have bloody hell left singapore in july.

facebooking after finish my movies. mus finish all 4 b4 friday... cos....

Work starting on friday. quite exciting. =)

next wednesday NYAA gold interview.. double excitement. hahahaaha...

hey, yst was my last day as relief teacher.

hmm. quite an enjoyable period of time i guess. rreally get to experience a little more what my teachers will be like. hmm.. havent been a really good teacher, still got lots to learn. my attire, my hair, my ear holes, my attitude oso... jus not up to my standard of what a teacher is like.. cannot la, me being a good model for them to learn. i am still farrr from tt. Something I really wanna learn is to look and sound angry but not really on the inside.. haha. care too much sometimes is bad for one;s health. think i will get high blood pressure or heart attack soon. haha.. as usual like what i told mr tsy 3 yrs ago. but still i think my firm no really shaken alr. eh, still waiting for his email reply la. busy man :P

yupp. at last. relax enjoy socialise.

slacking day 1, went swimmingggggggggg......... yeah... so long since i last exercise.. gonna do it tml again man.. then watched 2 movie today. at home yes. haha.. 17 again. & monsters vs ailens. the ones i bought in JB, it was dragged until now. my bro say, "at last you got time for it, has been sitting in your rooms for dayssssssssssss.." hahahahahahaaa.....
really cool movies.
17 again - love the people around you. do not regret what you ve done. dont blame others for your own choices. quite a funny and sweet show la. zac is cute.LOL
monster VS aliens- Never belittle yourself. you can do things you never have believed. wasted i didn't wwatch the 3d version in movies. hmmm...

RIP MJ,
the press release: http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/stopthepresses/54003/buzz-log-the-most-memorable-moments-from-the-michael-jackson-memorial/
look at the videos, so heartbreaking the last part when paris jackson speaks abt her daddy.


Smile
tho'
your heart is aching,
Smile
Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.


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Fear the unfamilarity

祈祷我不会太快长大， 我还有太多未完成的梦

I shld be more forward looking... I think I'm ready. i hope

sometimes its better to tell a white lie to the people that loved you than to let them know the truth, making them feel hurt and worried.

Happy SJ day.. haha. though the actual day was 24th June, we celebrated it today.
(the day where i can happily wear my uniform the whole daywithout perspiring :) after OTC this is the only chance hahaha.)

No parade, no ceremony. but today became a legend. seriously. so cool.LOL. today was the first year i woke up so late for this day, usually need to come early prepare for parade etc... still rmb one year was in the rain. everybody went back to class for assembly but the SJ ppl stayed in the parade sq just because we have worked so hard to practise and dont want to waste our efforts. even there isn;t any one to see it. I am just proud that we did it. ahahaha... History la.

oh, and today. no large gathering was allowed cos of h1n1, preventive measures, understandable. so no parade. all SJ members gathered outside of the class room. whole school. omg. we said our pledge, cheer. then wooohoo~ the whole school was clapping. hahaha.

told u today was a legend. LOL :P

was rather sad, seeing some of them with the cheek not to even bring their uniform despite their post in sj. not that they are naughty students or what u know, and obviously tt's why they even have a pposition in sj, they sstill can dun wear their uniform for sj day. is it tt difficult? even the graduates the sec 4 and 5 wore u know, even after their POP, they still wear, except one. but u are holding a position currently, how will your juniors see u as, how will your peers think? holding a position meaning u have the ability to do things.
cant u come earlier and borrow a shirt/bluose? wash and bring back the next school day ? its not difficult to do it. its a matter of WANT OR DONT WANT. Pissed.

its not even years of exemption. is 2 to 3 modules only.omg. how am i gonna bloody survive.
i have not given up going to overseas ,k.

life is filled with choices, seems interestin and fun. but when you need to choose. I dont think it will be fun at all. :(