so many things to decide to choose. i dont know howwwwwwwww.........

WHY!?!?!?!?!

when i'm so satisfied with life , smthings pops up like that.ok, i just left it aside and din bother until it came to bother me. sad! hais. bored.sian.

I want to NUA~ and NUA~ more! I dont want to think abt anything. i dont want to face the cold hard truth of having to choOSE and DEciDE!!!!!!!!

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haha.. look at this webby for more FAC photos! thank you zelin sir for taking so many photos for us! =)
http://gallery.sjabnhc.org/v/z7fac2009/

Work started for 2 days already. Never really have anything to complain about, quite friendly people. Most of them i already knew them, I have been in SJ for like 3 years? DUH!

Maybe I’m just giving myself too high a standard, it has been so tiring.

Should I just demand lesser for myself? I know its tough cos it has been a habit. I think when I was young I didn’t think about it so much. It’s until now when I get older I found it a pain.

But I can’t let some people down. I know they care, that’s why they’re like that, pinning high hopes. But it’s tired and stressful.

Maybe I’m at a place where people surrounding have higher standard than me. When surrounding people are good, I’ll be influence too. I will survive. I will improve!! WEES~

Now I just need to SLEEP MORE! like seriously man...

Promotion cum Passing out parade 2009

many gotten ranks tt they deserve, but dont be arrogant. Humility will bring you a lot further. Its your performance for the past year. For those that are not promoted, you gonna do more. Bring urself forward, take initiative be proactive, come out and take the leadership role. i believe everyone can do it. there is another promotion this end of year. We'll be observing you. You can do it. =)

POP for EXCO 08





cant believe they are passing out so soon. hmm. getting OLD, OH NO~. haha..

from them in sec 1, plump plump short short (find them in the video. =P ), until now sec 4 alr, tall and fit. omg. Time really flies.



they matured so much.

clement alex ali nelson qian ai



EXCO 08 made so many miracles for the year 2008. They did a really good job bringing the corps to a different phase. You guys set a high target for your juniors to achieve/ surpass.

all the best to your big Ns and Os.

Take a break from SJ for now, do me proud in your studies like what you've done in SJ.



Pamela came out of the room after the video, crying. I can really understand how she is feeling. having mixed emotions especially when you're under great pressure of urself for Os. so many batches passed out from the day i came back as a volunteer.




congrats the newly commissioned EXCO 09! i hope they can do a good job if not a better one than ur exco 08. =) this is the starting of the new beginning

pain slowly creeps in.. OMG!!! =(
eating food tt look like baby food.lol

shall blog abt POP tml k.?

Wisdom tooth extraction doesn't seems to have any pain. LOL! the drilling and pulling sounds scary but really i dont feel anything.haha. just numbness all ard my chin.. first time feeling numb on the lower jaw sometimes all the way to my ear. lol. i think the dr scare i feel pain put more anaesthesia. lol....
numb numb numb... lol.

sian, hungry but dunno what to eat. =(

why must some parents be so demanding.. hmm...

tml is POP, dunno sad or happy for them. i know some, for sure guarantee double chop will come back. but some not sure, some you know its the last time you'll see them here... its your choice, i'll not comment more.

it feels really special to see someone grows, not only in terms of physical but also their mentality. how mature they have become. seen them from sec 1 till now they really have grown up a lot. i may not always for them, but i just hope they know who to look for when they need a break or help from.

hope tml will be a memorable moment in their entire lifetime.

Labels: POP for EXCO 08

Labels: FAC 09

I've learnt that,

-the simplest moments in ur daily life are the most memorable.

-behind every hard surface is someone who wants to be loved and appreciated.

dint blog on FAC on that day, very tired and i guess i wont be able to endure as well. but anw, they did average.

they are very nervous i guess, some are only first year in comp. but no matter what you boys and girls are my little champions alright! so dont dwell over the results. Look forward. those graduating ones, you can always be like us, back to train the little ones. the others, you can try again next year. I bet you all can do even better than ever!!

AA
Alex
Ali
Clement
Nelson
Desmond

NA
Jooyee
Shuyu
Huiqi
Suzannah
Pamela

AC
Calvin
Traveen
Hameed
Irshad
Sebestain
Wee Kiat

NC
Rajes
Raihana
Angela (the evil one)
Priscilla (little yao jing)
Syafiqah
Eunice

all of you are my champions.

Labels: FAC 09

ALL THE BEST TO ALL! just do your best .

just gotten my graduation ceremony invitation.
and oso the lousy score, a lot earlier.

i don't know why, this time round, got an urge to invite all my family (and friends, cant invite so many, later whole hall my friedns. hahaa) to attend. haha! last time, during sec sch, pri sch years, i never liked my parents in sch at all. I will feel very irritated, very stupid even i got quite okay marks in sec and pri sch. this time round, results sux like hell but i just wan them all to attend the ceremony. IRONY HUH~! haha..

i dont know myself too..

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$$$$ hais. my aunt advised me to go for july intake if i really wanna go overseas... i'm thinking of ly's suggestions oso. but zthing now i oso zuo bo-ing, plus the damn recession.

hmm.. haven't got time to think abt this, bombarding amt of events coming up, rejected some, some stil considering, thinking of giving up all of them. but.. i dont even know how to describe my own feelings.. aiya. jus alot of stuff in mind, wanna get them out soon, quick.

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my dearest comp team kids.
many of us really put our heart and soul in teaching u all, hope u can absorb whatever u can, on the day itself present all to the judge. i believe all my officers did a good job. please please. whatever u do, give ur best alright?
some of u guys, this is ur last chance alr. i really hope smth from it, but i know it will be quite stressful, so whatever u guys get, in my heart u guys are the champion alright. ! =)

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think i gonna work very soon. hmm.. maybe doing relief teaching in HSS bah.. but i dunno what to wear. sian. hate dressing up leh. esp for work. i hope can break the boredom i having now soon...

*finding some aim in life

Labels: aimlessly, searching for my aim

my tamagotchi died! so sad. but lucky got baby to accompany me! LOL! random. k blog...

the ine you cant see the face.lOL!

here la .. see the face =P the one beside me is no screw. lol

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期望越高，失望越大. 但是， 我还是放不下........
may they find the strength to continue. i'm tired.

since i'm determined to leave, i think i shall put effort in some other thingss le.. hmmm~~

hate the world cos money make the world go round.
:(

ahhhh... so sorry! for the late blogggg.....

HAPPY 2 decade old =PP!