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Saturday, February 28, 2009


think i shake my head too vigorously yst. neck ache. shoulder pain. a bit headache oso. haha... throat a bit sore lah. but its alright =)


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27 feb 2009!!! NUH DLM staff appreciation and BLT 18 farewell dinner. really had fun mann. omgomg

i met lly to register for driving =P april then have. sian. okk. then met the others at mac near west mall.
while doing last min work of decorations. we...




took some photos. hAHAH!
with those tt came early.
omg~ dun look!
we arrive early to do up the decorations. quite good job for last min work hor.. =))
nice~!!
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discuss the performance. WE PREPARED NTH. LOL! haha.. thinking for the performance. so STRESS siaa.. haha.so many brains came tgt to think. then anyhow le la. haha..
dinner started at 7!!! i actually dun really rmb what we eaten. i jus rmb i had fun.


my new look, haha





christle and rees was chosen in our table the best dressed. christle has the BESTEST FUNNIEST performace i laughed until i nearly fell. huihui laugh until no voice coming out. oh noooo... LOL! she got to dance with "I Do I Do" lol. looks good lah. but maybe a bit old. few years younger will be great. haha.Raf's trademark. the awesome sign. LOL.


& I got the lucky draw second prize. like WTH! OMGOMG!!! LOL!

new laptop.
i'm like so excited with the MC was announcing the name. "from BLT" my whole table so excited we screamed at the top of our voice. then "surname start with N" then they were like pointed to me and hx . LOL! then "NG HWEE ING" wahh. i tell u i realy dunno how to react, or how i react really. only rmbing i went up and shake hand with prof suethi. omg!

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i reallly think the video was a really good one.! hx had a hard time doing it up. and she is sick. take care wor~

if i say i'm did not tear then i'm lying. i think the whole class somehow did felt sad. (secretly crying when no one see, LOL) but i think the d&d is a great ending for all of us. no matter what we dun like what we regret. We, in the end, earn smth more.

FRIENDSHIP =)


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send me photos ok!! more photos coming up =)

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Friday, February 27, 2009


Officially

JOBLESS
&
SCHOOLESS


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Thursday, February 26, 2009


WEEES!!!!!!!! end of VIVA!

omgomg! i am so scared i tell u. i cant sleep last night. try to sleep at 10plus. end up 12plus then fall asleep. today i wake up so early. LOL! i scare hx as well. WAHAHAHA! only one word can describe me NERVOUS. VERY VERY NERVOUS!. haven't really felt so nervous before!


was crapping with hx, mewmew, gh, flora before everything starts. ok. everyone was trying to relax. when hx went in, i went crazy for a while then was my turn. LOL!

did chua sai for a while. i stayed quite for quite some time lah.. go in, mind blank!! i even forget wth is kalaemia. LOL! potassium la WOMAN! lol. heng heng the examiners got prompt. if not i can come out with my answer loh. i found out tt when i think, i frown. so sad. nvr smile. so sad. lifeskill gone sia. TOTALLY! haha. oh, at first thought 7 examier. then end up only dr liu, dr roland and a dr from kk, 2 NP examier, dr lim and mrs tang, then ms ong loh. so still alright.

then do video blah blah.

nvr felt better now. HAHA~! so relaxed. ( ok la, actually mus after tml then can relax. chiong the d& d video all. jiayou loh committee members inclusive of me . wahahaha).


thanks yilin for the suspender. lol. hopefully i dun look weird with it. =PP jiayou for your last paper, tong oso =)

sleepY~ lol.. going to hss tml morning.

yeah. gonna register for BBDC le. ;)

Driving driving, i'm gonna learn driving ~~

think i'm going crazy. but i also think its my normal self. LOL~!


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Wednesday, February 25, 2009


LOL! at last ! no more paper!
VIVA! omg. i dunno how to study ah. haiya.

lol, saw this advertisement on tv. search on webby. saw this : http://www.natastravelfair.travel/front.php

http://www.natastravelfair.travel//images/floorplan/floorplan.pdf

so many travel agency. who's travelling. bring me along. HAHAAHA! i am BORED!


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Monday, February 23, 2009


1 last paper and 1 viva. to freedom~

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The days are almost gone, but it made us strong
The path were long, but we walked with a song
There were fears and tears, but we also have a reason for cheers
Our memories remains near, with our future bright and clear.

All the best guys, i'm starting to miss the days we had together, though i nvr wanted to go back again. LOL!u guys were the best company


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Sunday, February 22, 2009


4 more daysss..


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不知道大家會不會有這樣的感覺... 其實任何事都一樣 總是繞了一大圈之後又回到了最初的自我
所以人更應該懂得知足 而不是無止盡的追求深不見底的慾望 有時候最簡單 最原始的 最初的或許才是最好...
有些人或許常常在抱怨自己不夠快樂 不夠幸福 不夠富有 但其實你跌到谷底的時候不滿足 飛到雲端還是會不滿足...
當然我的意思並是說這一大圈是白繞了 而是應該抱著美好的心情去追尋自己的可能性 而不是總是怨天尤人
就算會回到原點 也還是走了一遭 任何喜怒哀樂都是你的回憶...
跌了跤也好 遇到挫折失敗也好 回頭看看自己的原點 那最簡單的生活 其實並沒有那麼糟 對吧?


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Thursday, February 19, 2009


exactly 7 days from now! FREEDOM!

ok back to work. LOL! mug hard pple! =)


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Monday, February 16, 2009


"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson


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Sunday, February 15, 2009


the rainbow in the sky i wish to capture,
the shimmering stars in the velvet pond i hope to collect.
the aurora of the lights i want to capture.
a happily ever after i still pray for,
but perhaps,
the greatest thing in life,

is to love yourself...


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Thursday, February 12, 2009









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hey. i shld be mugging ok?
whack me to study if i'm online ok.
i think i will die being whacked mann. LOL!


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Wednesday, February 11, 2009


this 3 years are coming to an end
actually kinda regret for many things in these 3 years
many tt i have not done,
some tt i have done.

nv went for their camp,
i can nv understand the fun they went thru
nv really get involved into poly life, except for some days (LOL)
maybe now i getting better, but
still haven learn to manage my time
still haven learn to prioritize my life

3 years now,
what did i really achieve?
other than tt diploma.

i promise to work harder now, and also in further studies if i get into a uni. really hope its in SG, cos i really dun wanna leave. but if tt's the only choice, i will still go for it.

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life is so fragile.
cherish the moments you have now,
a blink of an eye it maybe gone already.
haiZ


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Tuesday, February 10, 2009


Photobucket


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i starting to really like myself.
my character, how i think.
I dunno where and why i think tt way.
but i just really like it.

i am so optimistic.
and some of the zodiac or horoscope book tells me not to be over optimistic.
haha.

but i always have plan B,C,Ds

is their lost without me being their student. wahahahaa...


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Monday, February 09, 2009


trying my luck. seriously. LOL!


like i always say, if i dont get in, is the instituition unlucky. HAHA! i will have no regrets mann. =PP
dun think tt is what i want.


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Sunday, February 08, 2009


my choice

i've done what i can, lets see if i can get it now.


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good bye to my green and orange hair. LOL!


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07 feb. steamboat at my hse..

LOL! eat until so full. din take photo of them gobbling all the food! haha

then play poker.









my spaghetti. i din burn the kitchen at all ok! =P


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i cant believe i have such SICKENING & IRRITATING father. u dont deserve to be my father


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Saturday, February 07, 2009



so cuteeee

i dont know why i'm still doing all these. hais


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Friday, February 06, 2009


i have bought the 10Million dollar ticket. HAHA! ont get me wrong. is the ticket having a chance to get 10 million dollars! hahaha!! bought the toto ticket le.

huixian, serene, beesim, rees! who haven't give me $0.5 rmb to give me .. wahaha...LOL! the quene is super duper long can. mus thank me for buying for you guys ok! =PPP


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weeS! cooked spaghetti today. though dont look very nice.. it taste quite good smell better. hee~! my brother ssay nice de.. =PPP i think i need to work on the looks =P

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HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO AARON & WILLIE!
adulthood at last!! haha! have fun =P


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we so happy! LOL!
jin dian


we did do project. but end up.. eh. ok. lets not mention. LOL!


世界上的人这么多,为什么还会有人会寂寞


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Wednesday, February 04, 2009


Something worth sharing

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Daily Mirror/Financial Times 2 Feb 2009

SLUMP TIME HAS ARRIVED ~ Article by Lee Kuan Yew's Daughter

The writer is director of the National Neuroscience Institute in Singapore
and Lee Kuan Yew's daughter (Lee Kuan Yew is the former Prime Minister of Singapore).

In 2007, in an end-of-year message to the staff of the National Neuroscience Institute, I wrote: 'Whilst boom time in the public sector is never as booming as in the private sector, let us not forget that boom time is eventually followed by slump time. Slump time in the public sector is always less painful compared to the private sector.'

Slump time has arrived with a bang.

While I worry about the poorer Singaporeans who will be hit hard, perhaps this recession has come at an opportune time for many of us. It will give us an incentive to reconsider our priorities in life. Decades of the good life have made us soft. The wealthy especially, but also the middle class in Singapore, have had it so good for so long, what they once considered luxuries, they now think of as necessities.

A mobile phone, for instance, is now a statement about who you are, not just a piece of equipment for communication. Hence many people buy the latest model though their existing mobile phones are still in perfect working order.

A Mercedes-Benz is no longer adequate as a status symbol. For millionaires who wish to show the world they have taste, a Ferrari or a Porsche is deemed more appropriate.

The same attitude influences the choice of attire and accessories. I still find it hard to believe that there are people carrying handbags that cost more than thrice the monthly income of a bus driver, and many more times that of the foreign worker labouring in the hot sun, risking his life to construct luxury condominiums he will never have a chance to live in.

The media encourages and amplifies this ostentatious consumption. Perhaps it is good to encourage people to spend more because this will prevent the recession from getting worse. I am not an economist, but wasn't that the root cause of the current crisis - Americans spending more than they could afford to?

I view the crass materialism around me, I am reminded of what my mother once told me: 'Suffering and deprivation is good for the soul.'

My family is not poor, but we have been brought up to be frugal. My parents and I live in the same house that my paternal grandparents and their children moved into after World War II in 1945. It is a big house by today's standards, but it is simple - in fact, almost to the point of being shabby.

Those who see it for the first time are astonished that Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew's home is so humble. But it is a comfortable house, a home we have got used to. Though it does look shabby compared to the new mansions on our street, we are not bothered by the comparison.

Most of the world and much of Singapore will lament the economic downturn. We have been told to tighten our belts. There will undoubtedly be suffering, which we must try our best to ameliorate. But I personally think the hard times will hold a timely lesson for many Singaporeans, especially those born after 1970 who have never lived through difficult times. No matter how poor you are in Singapore, the authorities and social groups do try to ensure you have shelter and food. Nobody starves in Singapore.

Many of those who are currently living in mansions and enjoying a luxurious lifestyle will probably still be able to do so, even if they might have to downgrade from wines costing $20,000 a bottle to $10,000 a bottle. They would hardly notice the difference.

Being wealthy is not a sin. It cannot be in a capitalist market economy.Enjoying the fruits of one's own labour is one's prerogative and I have no right to chastise those who choose to live luxuriously.

But if one is blinded by materialism, there would be no end to wanting and hankering. After the Ferrari, what next? An Aston Martin? After the Hermes Birkin handbag, what can one upgrade to?

Neither an Aston Martin nor a Hermes Birkin can make us truly happy or contented. They are like dust, a fog obscuring the true meaning of life, and can be blown away in the twinkling of an eye.

When the end approaches and we look back on our lives, will we regret the latest mobile phone or luxury car that we did not acquire? Or would we prefer to die at peace with ourselves, knowing that we have lived lives filled with love, friendship and goodwill, that we have helped some of our fellow voyagers along the way and that we have tried our best to leave this world a slightly better place than how we found it?

We know which is the correct choice - and it is within our power to make that choice.

In this new year, burdened as it is with the problems of the year that has just ended, let us again try to choose wisely.

To a considerable degree, our happiness is within our own control, and we should not follow the herd blindly.

(Lee Wei Ling)

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take your time to read and you'll find you are fortunate person.


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Monday, February 02, 2009


缺席 - 黄靖伦

爱, 只剩下 躯壳
为什么还 不放逐却拉着

是我 不敢信还是不舍
为何我还 在固执的拔河
其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得
让你更快乐

我想和你在你一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱
那些美丽
已长成蔓藤缠住我的生命

在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本
未完待续
预留伏笔
把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

爱 是不是都一样
不论多漫长
终究剧终人散
可是 我不想因为不敢
却不剧散
然后半途收场

其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得 让你更快乐

我想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成蔓藤缠住我生命

在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔
让未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
拥抱你不犹豫

能不能将你的样子都忘掉
舍不舍得爱让我控制不了
只想要 把你要拥抱
其实爱上一个人 没有解药
我的经脉留着爱陪你到老
原来我 还会微笑

我真的想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席

在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔
把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
就算瞬间老去 毫不犹豫


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Sunday, February 01, 2009


thanks serene's sister-in-law. LOL! damn funny video can. cannot tahan, mus find and blog it up. =P



reina ur a super goodie senior mann.. LOLLOL!
had a really great chat with her jus now.
i had quite the same fate as her ah, haha.
hope u are doing fine in savannah
i will disturb her very soon, again, i think. :P


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Some interesting stuff i saw in facebook group:
when u know u spend too much time in lab
When u know eppendof tubes are your only family.
err..

james bond the second
christmas tree decorated with lab stuff.

evil proteins
LOL!
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i stil dunno what to do. hais..
if like my o levels, too many choice, too good a grade. i can do whatever i want.
now its like scare i cant get, i dun have the cash, i dunno where to.
i think i shld have spent more time studying
:(


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