went NTU open hse.
have been thinking where to go
where i can go
and do smth i like
smth i want to do

:(

scary rashes! LOL! our dearest student rooommm... so sad.. not ours anymore.. =(((

great friends may not be a perfect working partners. neither can vice-versa.
not everyone has all the qualities of both that u want.
evryone has different working style.
now i understand.
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CNY is as always la. the same nearly every year.
but we had our reunion dinner with ah gong, ah ma and san yi. cos of some unhappy stuff so go to celebrate with ah gong so he will be happier, smth liike tt.
at san yi hse loh. but yah, still had steamboat, 3 tables combined tgt then can sit all of us (2 mahjong tables, btw) LOL. of course. gamble. a bit la. haha..
was kek liang's bday. went to suntec with er kor to buy cake in the afternoon.

we celebrated on midnight 26th of jan
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to LIANG LIANG =)
went back with mum and dad, da kor and san kor. er kor kor stayed to gamble with the bday boy.. =PP wahhaha..

accompany mum and dad to chinatown. the super duper squeezy, a lot of pple, and very very warm weather. the muddy and slippery floor, rain jus stopped.

bought lots of goodies, at a cheap price. haha.

CNY day 1 morning went to qu si ling to eat vegeterian food. while my mum went to pray for health for all of us =) went to 见识，见识. went back to san yi hse. swim like shiok, sauna, hot pool. wahhh. so relaxed.

san yi help me do facial.. haha. then got leg message using one of the warm water messager. hehehe.. then i watch tv all the way. so many nice movie cann!! they gamble till 2, 3 plus (CNY day2) i watch tv till morning.. WESS!! 6plus. san yi wake up alr, i haven sleep yet!! LOL! i went back to sleep.. till 11 plus
CNY day 2 le.

got roti prata first thing in the morning . =))))

then a while later go sweasen to celebrate liang liang belated bday and er kor kor advanced one day bday. =PP
liang liang so engrossed in taking photo for his second bday 'cake'

mummy and er kor kor

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE MENG!
me and san yii =))

Labels: CNY, kekliang bday, meng's bday

Happy Chinese niu Year =)

words fallen into deaf ears. just tired of saying the same old things tt is repeating for three years.

jus wan to enjoy this cny.

happy chinese new year to all.

mirco test this fri. how nice.

Hwee Ing is sick of the things happening now. wanna just leave it aside. but she still knows tt her juniors still care abt it quite a lot. now, i'm jus not going to decide on anything yet. and hope that she does not influence anybody even before they get to know her. she shall and will not going to be 'propaganda' them on anything. its part and parcel of learning. ok. stop reading for my juniors.LOL.

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i'm glad i get to know very good friends, seniors, juniors there. but there is always 2 sides in everything..

memories are better to be kept. it will remain sweet for the rest of your life, more discovery only found more sadness.

"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so."


really like this quote, is easier to say then to do it. hmm

my table so messy. cannot tahan. -.- want to clear but want to sleep oso. LOL!

-moment of truth-

i shld have stayed at nuh. i made the wrong choice. but at least i had dinner with pple i want to spend time with. so i guess balance up lah.
i confronted you. i'm in the wrong. but why. to let you know how deep a hole u digging and trying to push us down. the hole will only go deeper and deeper. till so many of us (dead) lying inside..
whoever listen to her, do what she say she like la. we have our own objectives go against her die la. one sentence summarise all lah.
sign off,
a sadded person. LOL

i dont like thinking abt future.
i dont like too much changes

I'm afraid...

afraid of..
making the wrong choices,
afraid of..
going to a course i dont like,
afraid of..
regretting choosing this instead of that,
afraid of..
the cost that i may not be able to bear,
afraid of..
loneliness,
afraid of..
unfamiliarity,
afraid of..
the coming debt to pay,
afraid of..
the so-many-i-dunnos that will happen soon..

don't like the uncertainty. ::

starting to be quite forgetful these days. haiyo.

2 more weeks to the end of school
6 more weeks to the end of exams, my poly days.

I have enough of disappointment. but nvr will they realise how much impact they can make. each word, sentence, the tone, the voice. it doesn't matter how much u say..

cry doesn't necessary mean tt one is inferior, sad or disappointed, maybe the one tt does not cry/ show any expression is the one tt hurt the most.

i dunno how to or what to say to make u feel better, only thing i can say is 'relax la'. =(

so many things happened , tt i hope i was there. but i am not. always like tt. haiZ! what can i do. how can i make things better. how how how.

Finding job!!!!!!!!! omg!!! =P sian.

as much as u want to contribute, we want to do as much, or even double or triple it. but we dont have tt power or position and our studies too.

if you are always covering their back, we cant do anything to do it. even amending or talking to them is useless. if they fall, they dont always need u to be there, they have us, have those younger seniors and even their peers to support them, back them up.

us? now if we need help, are u there? No. we never get the help we always need, we don't have you to be there when we needed. if we fall, we fall. we never have you there to back us up. nothing at all. if we leave you cant blame us. its not the matter of them anymore. but how u treat us when we feedback to u abt them, is how u react when we talking abt them. if u trust us, then there isn't a need to doubt, there isn't a need to ask. and my ppl wont suffer in silent, i can really understand how he felt abt it. trying to let u know seems like talking to a wall. do you even listen in what we say? have u really thinking in our shoes?

this brought me to another issue. yes.I know u have many other commitments, us, family, work etc.. we have too. you always seems to float to somewhere else even we are trying to talk to u, thinking abt some other who-knows-what-thing. I know many things still bothering u.

I really do apprepriate what you have done, and tt's why for so many years i'm still here, to try to back u up and support u on the way. as compared to many other corps, u are definitely better, in all aspects. I still respect u, being truthful and honest abt the helping out thing. I dunno what problems you have with him. I still respect u, both of u.

i think the problem now with tt is not jus them not appreciating ur help, but whether do u appreciate our help at all. i can really understand what my pple feel, even though most of the time i'm not there. the only thing i can do now, is jus offering to be a audience.

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there won't ever be a batch tt never worry us. sometimes memories are jus memories. we need to let go. its difficult to ever find someone like urself to take over. they jus need to learn to be there without u. they are taking over quite well i guess, advising me is jus a mark of respect. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha

2 decade old woman!

this is FUN!! and stop roaring me xP

happiness is not by chance but by choice =)

nobody live for each other. there isn't any person u will live or stay alive for. is not tt there isn't anybody there for you, is just whether u wan to oopen urself to help and help urself.!

heyhey!!! so shiok! i finish my IM alr..!! yippee!!! hip-hip whooorayyyy.... =P jus finished it at 2.15 today =P guess today's the best of the 3 i had.

so sleepy all the way throughout all the lectures. tired cos yst chiong the preparation and u know what lah. sleepy~~~ falll asleep in one of the lecture. hx keep kicking me. eiyer =P


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHUA & DA KOR KORr...!!


just to let u guys know k. i will always be there to be a back support for you guys =) dont dwell over things tt had already happened. u can make decisions tt make ur future a better one =) there isn't only one path tt leads to the same destination.

Open House 2009!
8 to 10 Jan, from 11 to 5...

I'm at the LSCT area... weeS! opn hse is damn fun =P
he got stupid face



trying to imitate the dummy, but cant stop laughing

changyu so sexy... woooohoooooooooooooo........ hahahaaa...

Breaking News: 星期天特别播出 ‘小娘惹之月娘与陈锡重逢篇’! "The Little Nyonya: The Final Chapter" on Channel 8 this Sunday!
Today at 4:14pmAre ill-fated lovers Yue Niang and Chen Xi destined to be apart? What is the real reason behind Yue Niang's reluctance to accept Chen Xi?

Fans of hugely popular drama "The Little Nyonya" are in for a treat. Come this Sunday, all eyes will be glued to Channel 8 as we bring you 'The Little Nyonya: The Final Chapter", a special three minute capsule where Yue Niang and Chen Xi will meet each other once again since their heart-wrenching separation at the railway track.

To thank viewers for their ardent support for the series, storyplanner Ang Eng Tee and executive producer Chia Men Yiang have teamed up once again to produce an additional three minute edition on the story of Yue Niang and Chen Xi and worked on this capsule just days after the finale of the series on Monday. The script for the capsule was finalised yesterday and filming was completed this morning. This is a first for Channel 8 to produce and air an additional edition within days of a drama’s finale due to overwhelming response from viewers for the series.

Tune in to Channel 8 this Sunday, 11 January 2009 at 9:55pm for the debut telecast and it will really be your last chance to witness their special reunion and to discover what really happened to them!!!


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is this real? LOL!!!

cu tao ti
出头天

di wa e gi ding gan wu lang e kua gin
在 我 的 天 顶 甘 有 人 会 看 见
kua diu wa mn gan wan an ni gei yi xieng
看 到 我 不 甘 愿 这 样 过 一 生
di wa e yi xieng wa gan wan lai xiong xin
在 我 的 一 生 我 甘 愿 来 相 信
mui zi lui hue long wu ga gi en cun ti
每 一 朵 花 都 有 自 己 的 春 天
di wa e ti ding dua hou lo mue tia
在 我 的 天 顶 大 雨 落 不 停
ma mue dang gai ban wa ei diao di
也 不 能 改 变 我 的 固 执
ying wan deng tai hi ji li lan e tang cu tao ti
永 远 等 待 那 一 日 咱 可 以 出 头 天
ling xing mn gia hong ying ji gia ga gi mo ji ki
人 生 不 怕 风 浪 只 怕 自 己 没 志 气
hi ji li lan e tang cu tao ti
那 一 日 咱 可 以 出 头 天
wa mn mang ei li ji en jin kuim lai gao wen xin bin
我 盼 望 的 日 子 会 真 快 来 到 我 們 身 边

di wa e ti ding gan wu lang le bao bi
在 我 的 天 顶 甘 有 人 在 保 佑
zua yu wa dia dia xia ga tao ka lao hui
怎 样 我 常 常 摔 的 头 壳 流 血
hui ga ei gian li xi bai ma bo xi ji
血 乾 会 结 痂 失 败 也 不 失 志
xing gong xi lang ga gi kua ga gi e ki
成 功 是 咱 自 己 看 自 己 得 起
piao long e li ji dan tai gia xi gi
飘 浪 的 日 子 等 待 著 时 机
wa mn xin mia hun ei jia mi mo jing
我 不 信 命 运 会 这 麼 无 情

ying wan deng tai hi ji li lan e tang cu tao ti
永 远 等 待 那 一 日 咱 可 以 出 头 天
ling sing mn gia hong ying ji gia ga gi mo ji ki
人 生 不 怕 风 浪 只 怕 自 己 没 志 气
hi ji li lan e tang cu tao ti
那 一 日 咱 可 以 出 头 天
wa mn mang ei li ji en jin kuim lai gao wen xin bin
我 盼 望 的 日 子 会 真 快 来 到 我 們 身 边

now in NP doin my IM. super sian~

anybody going to NP open hse today or sat, mus tell me ok?? haha.. i will be there doing shiftss.. weeSS..

yox!!! first day of school.. sian la. lecturessssssssssssss........... keep dozing off in lecture. hahahhaaaa.. tired mah.



look at the right lower column, my things to do after graduation list. waahahahahaa.. =PPPPP

WeeSS!!! i finish packing my whole room!! hahahaha!! and i'm so proud of myself!! =PPPP sense of achievement leh!!

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saw my old old report bookS! primary sch and sec sch de.. lucky alr at the last part of packing and cleaning le, i end up thinking of my sec sch life. LOLLOLOL!

realise i'm such a guai girl in school!! hahahaa! seriously mann.. dont look or sound like right? i really wonder if tt is my report book! but the name and ic is correct leh. irony huh? ok la, i'm not tt good in sec sch la. jus hide my books in some staircase cos form teacher dun allow us to put books underneath the table, tucked out shirt unknowingly, bully teacher, eat sweets in class, eat CHIPS in class (believe it man, i was caught, but i continue eating after the teacher who caught me went away), give out sweets in class (tt's my forte mann.. haha), etc etc etc...

haha.. but its jus part and parcel of growing up. learn to be rebelious then u'll start to be good. i'm a prefect loh. unbelievable right. HAHA! but yah la i'm quite a good girl. hahaha!

report book will always have a remarks column for their form teacher to write, and the one i have the deepest impression was, "Hwee Ing is a cheerful and bubbly girl who faces challenges with good spirit" smth like tt. i was quite loved by tt teacher la! haha! but i hope my spirit of overcoming challenges is still there.

cant bloody hell wait for graduation. lol

school is tml!!!!!!! SIAN AH~!

here's me again!

slack at home whole day le! sian~ supposed to go sing k, but nvm loh. but tt ting ting ah, didn't invite me go out huh. forget abt me ah!! nvr reply my msg ah. =P see la see!

2009 Chevrolet Corvette ZR1 In Blue. cool huh. ok random. lol. but its damn cool right ?


Life's short, break the rules,
forgive and forget quickly
love truly, laugh uncontrollably,
and never regret anything that made you smile
Happy 2009!!! =)

Labels: 2009

SJ peeps gathering cum christmas cum new year celebration ;)

yeah =P

super tired!!! haven sleep yet la!! SORE THROAT. oh mann!