get to go for ward rounds with a doctor. though is 6 of us going up with the MO and registra. jus there to look at their work flow and attending to patients.

its really a good experience. :)

the prof so fatherly. haha.

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the chef is here! cook chicken wings! haha.
hope those who went for the chalet training got to have sufficient rest.
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN~
so sad, nvr go out lah.


it just makes me want to go for it more. but i know with my results now, surely i wont be able to enter. i just want to try for once, at least go with no regrets.

read it from the net. tot its nice to share.

Happy deepavali

this is the woman. see how messy she is. hahahahaha... =P

so much food. yum yum. *drooling* the chicken curry super nice can. spicy and tender. this is the chicken curry. heegreen tea. look like drinking beer right?

watched prom night and silent hill.
prom is suspense show la. not so scary. but the friends very poor thing :(
silent hill a bit dun understand cos shama tv lousy lah :P shhh. dun tell her. heheheehe.. & the brother oso la. damn.

forget to take photo at baba hse.
her hse got even more food. LOL.
saw bavani photos when she was young. omg! i cant believe my eyes man! her mama brought out more. hehe. baba keep dun wan us to see. BUT we stil saw it!! wahahahaha.. so cute la. when she was young.
oh, and its my first time watching a indian show. really watching and understanding the show. cos baba explaining there. quite interesting la. not all indian shows are dancing behind trees. opps. dun get offenced.
Now, i know where she got her sense of humor and love playing sparklers. is all in the blood. hehehe..
played with sparklers. then shama got the damn cool firecracker. super loud. heh heh . when is the next camp fire ah?


thanks for everything baba and shama =))

25th Oct
the candlelight (mew mew say one) lunch with ms ong.
me, flora and nx treat ms ong suki sushi la.


nx, dun act cool la! hahaha nehh=P
just had fun ordering my salmon. hx! all ur fault la. they snatching salmon from me. but they're not as bad as u guys :P

1. The person who tagged me is?
JooYee

2. Your relationship with them?
my little junior =P

3. Your 5 impressions of them?
blur sotong, kan chiong spider, 在热锅上的蚂蚁, stress for nth xD, dependable (sometimes, lol)

4. The most memorable thing she/he had for you for?
so far, being the 4th for FAC 08. i'm very impressed alr ;)

5. If they becomes your lover, you will?
she is too young for me. LOL, i not les k.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, things she/he has to improve on?
she needs to be more meticulous (write for her bf de. LOL)

7. If he/she comes your enermy, you will?
If she dare. LOL. she wont la

8. What is it you want to tell them now?
do finish your holiday homework, then work hard for com team, get top 3 for FAC 09 :)

9. Your overall impression of them now?
not bad. but can be better

10. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
i only rmb tt her batch very scare of me. think i too ficere? lol

11. The characters of yourself you love are
拿得起， 放得下

12. The most ideal person you want to be is?
combination of many pple
mr chua's knowledge
mr lee's sense of humor
and the others i think being myself is still the best.
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enough le la. i lazy =X

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


Jay's new album.

watched 4 bone marrow asipration today.

the 3rd one was a really young child.
i knew tt he was scared, probably asiprate many times b4. seen us (those in lab coats) he started crying. such a young boy, he has to go through so much pain. really heartache to see him in these condition. not only bone marrow asipration, the doc has to take csf as well. hais, poor boy. i think his family aren't fine as well. mum has to take care of her boy.. :(((

jus hope more help can be given to them, and all the others with similar situation.

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some of the doctors are really zai one. humble character and confident. woah! and have u heard there is any nurse who can do bone marrow asipration. there is one i met. cool sia. ;)


things tt happened quite often, jus numb u

wrong things to focus on. some of which is quite true =) dont pursposely write cause of this, wont be true.
check out this, http://www.handwritingwizard.com/
let me know when you try it k!!

Welcome Hwee Ing Ng, here is your handwriting analysis.

Hwee Ing uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Hwee Ing does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Hwee Ing will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Hwee Ing is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Hwee Ing doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Hwee Ing will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Hwee Ing is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Hwee Ing learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Hwee Ing is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Hwee Ing is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Hwee Ing basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Hwee Ing is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Hwee Ing's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Hwee Ing's sexual needs.

Hwee Ing exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Hwee Ing allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Hwee Ing has a vivid imagination.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Hwee Ing has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Hwee Ing fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Hwee Ing has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Hwee Ing is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Hwee Ing would like to leave the past behind and move on.

backtrack a little. the first week of sem 2! at special chemistry

I'm really amazed by how human relations can be.

some appears to be your 'best' friend, are people whom you need to be careful of. our so called surface friend or hi bye friend. seriously i don't have the time for those pple. & have you notice? the older you gets, there will be lesser friends. how many of those are your true friends? what you tell your friend, how sure are you tt he/she will not go ard and bitch abt it? who are those that will stab you on ur back. gossip abt u. hais.

some so faraway (different countries/school/course) and yet the friendship is so true and strong. i guess relationship stuff have no right or wrong. just how you make them feel.

but, i'm the fortunate one, i guess. i have a couple of friends that i consider them as TRUE friends. it is regardless of age, time, gender, race, reglion whatever la, if i write the list will be damn long.

lol. things i do that make a fool of myself, blunder out as a moment of anger, blah blah, they still love me, and i know it. nehh nehh.. they are the people i can fall on, when in need.

& the best part is they are as crazy as me. haha..

朋友不需要很多，几个知心的就够了。

it is good to know a wide range of people but sometimes, it is the depth that really matters. -hweeing's philosopy haha..

hair cut-ted. haha. dont ask me is it too stress all the hair drop (thanks to my mum). weird weird at first. but getting use to the light-ness. wooohoo...

ohoh. good luck & all the best to all taking their O levels. dont really know when is it. anw, my best wishes with you guys :)

BLT, let's work hard for our last sem.
start to miss the days alr. i will cherish the time we have left. :) i love you guys :)

Labels: final yr proj

yesterday is really a day i will forever rmb. lol.

final year project presentation. like CHIN SWEE say, u really can feel ur heart at your throat, i think all of us felt tt too. tt is how nervous we all are. definitely, all of us want to do our best after 6 months of hard work, we all want to present our results properly and confidently.

mew mew really deserve the book prize la. congrats to her!! she damn pro can.

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really thank her for the guidance this past 6 months. she really push us very harshly. but how can we see the results without hard work. so many 'hwee ing, you are not thinking', ' you dont make sense at all' and 'can learn to multi task' tt a few of her favorite quotes.. lol. very hilarious when thinking back. everytime like to imitate her saying tt. lol. special chem pple,esp diana like to tease us with tt loh. but in a funny way la.. actually she mean good la, just tt her EQ not good enough. i just like to grumble/gossip abt her, make me feel better at tt point of time. i don't really mean what i say sometimes. i think my EQ become better under her. haha. sometimes she do stuff without letting us know the reason, and tt is how misunderstanding occur. haiya. anw, we are graduating soon. u want her to nag at u oso no more le la.

oh, and all the special chem pple, cecilia, diana, siew fong, katherine. they are really nice pple! sf and kat is so ke ai can. omg. haha. they really brought more joy and laughter into this project. and cecilia mark us at the 3 naughty girls, which the naughty means cute and sweet. hahaha.... miss the days in special chem, i'm so looking forward to attach to their sections :)

and of cos, my 2 partners. yes! we went thru the thick and thin tgt, have many arguements. lol. but working in group surely will have some conflicts, blah blah blah.. but at least we solved it la. (did we solve it? haha) at least we move on. =) WE ARE THE SURVIVOR under her supervision. hahahahahaha.. never regreted having u 2 as my partners.. heehee..

and all my classmates, many pple come complain abt their partners, haha. but i think you guys think the same now. at the moment of anger, we jus speak without thinking how each other will feel. dont worry i nvr tell ur partner. hahaha..

thanks for the continuous support during the presentation. i damn nervous, but seeing u guys, i felt better, though i still talk very fast. haha.. i really love them so much . haha..my presentation end b4 the tea break, after tt all the while i was sitting in front and clap for them :) hope they felt my support too. :)))

jus glad fyp is over la. thanks for the well wishes!

-damn the photo uploader smth wrong- blog the photos next time. show u guys who they actually are. cant believe i can write so much. lol.

Labels: final yr proj

friday is coming! omg omg omg!

i dont know what to wear. how? i want to look good. feel good. then less nervous..aiyo aiyo, HOW?

who has cheap and nice blouse or smth formal de lobang. lol.

happy birthday nx ! haha. shocked hor. lol

fyp is friday, 3 more days. still dunno what to wear la. how how how??? aiyo.. sian la..

our group is the 3rd grp, damn heypi can!!! haha.. before break, so break time i can eat heypily. hahaha.. die la, nx language. LOL! can eat happily le la..

scared but looking forward. like lly put in her blog. after friday is partial freedom liao. (except viva, another challenging part before graduation)

hee. and our spice garden, let us be the pioneers man! woohooo~~

blt JIAYOU! :)

When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that which has opened for us.
Alexander Graham Bell


sorry hx:(

jus finish seeing osk for the report. feeling super down la.

stress? no la. i think i see more stressful event then this alr. but feel very bad. ft seems so sad, make me feel sad oso :( like put not enough effort. maybe she asking for more, for an A. and i hope is really an A.

really need nx here la. but she isnt. hais..

its definittely more than what 2 person can finish, maybe is another 7 pm to reach home loh :((

this is lying ok. i no $$ de ok.lol

learning to move out of my comfort zone. not very comfortable though.

hello ..

so many pple growing older. lol..

ling ling, then shama then now yin khay!

LOL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOMANS, i mean women. hahhahahaha..

upload photos next time la. busy sia.

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FYP drawing nearer, so scary. i dunno why, suddenly thought of it then feel so scare and nervous.. a bit la. maybe more when its even nearer. jus a natural feeling bah. hais.

let's chiong pple. ! after 17th Oct. we'll be happier pple.

ت life is like a rollercoaster ride, sooo many unexpected turns, ups and downs, but in the end, u'll wanna ride it again.. saw it in some webbie, find it quite true . but its difficult to not be afraid before the first time riding rollercoaster.. want to cherish every moment i have.

this post is just for them. they know who they are. congrats. its a day to celebrate:) they have endured through the whole course.

4th october 2008, SJAB NHQ singapore.though on the way there is pple OOC, for some reasons. decide to move on.. and these are those who decided to stay. :) and all of them POC-ed
i believe a true leader, may/may not be someone who always excels in firstaid/footdrill/ being confident or whatsoever, but must have an extraordinary determination. and all of you shown that alr, everything else, you can work hard and achieved it. now, the future is in your own hands. how you gonna make used of it, it up to you. keep the officer creed in mind.

Haven been blogging much, busy la. dun really have time to share, except for weekends. =)

most recent to long ago .hahaa.. shama bday!

shama

nice right. but a bit dark. edit when i free k .

baba attempting to write a B shama. S is not like tt de. haha nerissa attempting to draw N. only side of N onlyy.ahaha
ling ling is the most successful one. haha
star! can see?
shama is damn scary la.. nerissa still go put the hand beside her face.

2nd october . steamboat at lly hse, celebrate belated children's day and hari raya..
smth wrong with hotmail . so lag, cant open email loh. msn so slow. lol. blog some other day=)