save up save up! i wanna go diving ! x)

http://www.sunnycove.com.sg/courses/owdc.html

had meeting with bnco committee at jurong mc, a very disgusting thing happened to wen bin and bavani's burger, may cause u not have any appetite, shall not elaborate more. ask me personally if you are on diet. HAHA.
then after the meeting, eat liao then slowly rot and go to dunman high with ah tan,yufeng and fathinah.

AGI, Dunman High
Rehearsal, wahh, the indian trainer damn loud can. wan to shout then dun use the mike lah. i beside the speaker i oso headache la. bl**dy he**

see tt contingent right at the back. so colorful. look so nice, got blue, purple, orange. wooo.
the damn cool band. 1st time seeing swiss swift. they played so nicely and its open area they still can play so loud.! COOL!
see nerissa slacking.HAHA. she only there jagar-ing the walkies can. !

tired of life. let me focus of my studies instead pls, i think tt wil bring me more joy than i usually have.

'The superior man acts before he speaks, and afterwards speaks according to his action.'

seen a lot of pple like me, but they have moved on with their life, disappeared from mine. There are some tt are still so dumb like me, still stuck, some deeper than me.

dunno why I will pity myself. LOL! aiya.. maybe its just a moment of depression after visiting their blogs.

I will never want my thoughts to affect anybody. I write it here, is not for anyone to help me revenge or whatsoever. You can have your only thoughts, and what i write here you can disagree or agree.

But I don't want whatever I write here is not to make u, change your attitude to a person. I don't think I'm a very good role model.

you dont have to send a email specially for that loh!

the abstract has been accepted by the congress la.. its good, but not so good,means more work to do .. need to do poster! ARGH! after this week means more more work. SIAN~

looking forward for the crazy classmates gathering .. hahaha..

OMG. my classmates are CRAZY.. I really LOL-ing all the time.. so tired by laughing, stomachache jaw ache, back ache. wth! haha.. still chatting at this time..

Every individual has their own priorities, own things tt we consider as impt.. I dont blame it even if yours aren't similar as mine. I don't mind, but do what you say. Reflect really badly abt yourself, in this case, you affect many pple. If not for yourself, at least be considerate.

It takes 3 years to build a good reputation and 3 minutes to ruin it. putting those, who has been working hard for the organisation, efforts to waste. I know many things u can jus not bothered abt it. but the responsilibities are YOURS.

I'm a Sagittarius, responsibilities are number one killer for Sagittarius. But what can I do? No matter how much i hate it, I know what must be done, must be done. promises are meant to be kept. & I strongly believe if u want to do it, there is surely resolution for it, what really matters is your own mind set.

If you dont want to be tie down by responsilibities, get yourself totally out of the organisation. You dont come as and when you like, (this sentence is for many pple) a senior don't jus come here and show how fierce, or how much power u have. but be someone that the juniors look up to be, making opportunity that they can make leadership roles, and really do things (eg, admin, run programs,etc.) for the organisation. and, this is why they are choosing pple who are able to help for future, which now i see the reasons they are doing it.

With power, comes responsibilities.

I never said that i was perfect, i also make mistakes, make up for it, change your attitude. pple learn from mistakes. I know i'm not much older to educate u, at least i've seen many more kinds of pple, and experience more things than you do.

But in the end, whatever you've chosen, our relationship still remains.

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another 2yrs plus, i'm gonna be 21.

I can no longer only think of myself only. I need to be a adult. I have to and I must. I'm so weak, I want to be stronger. A small incident like yst's, for dunno what reason, I'll feel really upset. While talking to this boy, I'll feel like crying with him, though I know no matter how hard I try I won't know how he feel. I only can predict and put myself into his shoe.

I can't be so emotionally weak anymore.
If I can even handle myself well, how am i gonna help the others?

I will try to get in a university and get a good grades. I want to go oversea by myself, maybe with a few friends, or maybe none, I want to learn to be independent 1st, learn to be strong, get a degree. come back / stay there and be financially independent.

Another person pinning high hopes on me now, really afraid i cant meet her hopes for me.

LI JIAWEI's bid to win Singapore's second Olympic medal in five days ended in the hands of world No 2 Guo Yue. The world No 6 lost 2-4 (7-11, 12-14, 11-9, 11-7, 3-11, 4-11) in the bronze medal match.

This is the second consecutive Games where Li has faltered at this stage.

At the 2004 Athens Games, she missed out on bronze after losing to South Korea's Kim Kyung Ah.

Guo's win ensures a 1-2-3 finish for hosts China.

exactly 24 hours from now. i will be free from exams (at least for a while, project ppt and intergrative module is worse than having exams).. weeee~!

finish modules for haemo, chemistry and mirco, gonna miss the days trying to get every single information into my brain.. LOL!

regretted not enjoying year 1 enough.. but anw, its over la. to all year one, get the best grades u can now, cos somehow the difficulty will increase...

after tml will be good bye, 3.1!

concentrate on what is right in front of you now, what you have, and pple around you now... thinking too far ahead sometimes just makes you feel more afraid. and no one can ever predict the future. i guess, i have to relax..

Where Is The Love Lyrics
by Black Eyed Peas

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mama
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma

Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz the Crips and the KKK


But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate


Yeah badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?

Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning


Where is the love? (where is the lovex3) (the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs


Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong


With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all? (I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all? (I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?

Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me (got me) questioning
Where is the love? (where is the lovex3) (the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema

Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?

Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love? (fade)

-watching table tennis olympics-

do your best team Singapore

just came back from a junior grandfather's wake.. talk quite abit. really every family has their own stories and problems. i cant judge neither can i comment.. i cant even communicate with my family well enough to teach pple how.

but some things are very true. if you dont be frank and open urself to them, they can never understand you. and what they did, they will never know whether is good for you a not..

hais. and was with hx,ly, hui2, christle at the jobcentral openhse, got universities there. need to register, butt we sneaked in, registration queue damn long, but hui2 and christle cant sneak, cos by the time they come alr little pple at entrance. was asking regarding courses. asked a lot. life science, hotel/event management, theatre studies, psychology, etc.. many many others.the 3 of us like aimless pple, we dont really know where and what to study. continue or not ?

when i was choosing what poly course, i had the same problem. at the point of time,i know what i study now may not be what i do, but now is different. everything seems good.and what i study WILL surely be what i will work as.

I want to do smth i like and will not regret next time. I like to work with pple, i want high pay, i want flexible hours.i like to work at home if possible. many many things i like and want. there is nth that is perfect that fit my criteria.
i need to think of the tuition fees, how i pay, not in SG, dont have those kind of bursary , and i am not good enough to get scholarship, and i dont like having bonds. accomodation? daily neccessities?
i am also afraid of going to unfamiliar places, go to have holiday for 2 weeks or so, is no problem, but 3,4 years, i dunno how i will able to cope..
what course to take is the most headache one. hais. its gonna be my final sem very soon. now apply is just nice timing le..

the previous 3 papers i think i did my best. I seriously do not wish to disappoint anybody. I've been mugging hard, maybe not hard enough.

http://www.teamsingapore.com.sg/publish/teamsingapore/en/games/Olympics/Beijing2008/beijing_2008/photo_gallery/table_tennis.html

just glad that the exams in NUH is OVER!!!! wahahahahaaa....
very unhappy things jus happened between my classmates. i can understand la, i also want to postpone very badly..but i just dont like arguments. its over alr. why not just leave it behind.. forgive and forget. we are still BL 18 ? shall not comment la.

got a dam* F employee in hell*shop in parco bugis. 12/08/08 ~8pm. want to recontract and get a new phone. SAW the bloody promotion on the web. obviously is there. and tt idiotic guy. jus say everything dont know dont know. ask alr still dunno. 'ya i think so' what answer is this man

1) don't know don't work there la. get this guy serious training. really must!!

2) the smoke smell is so strong la. * I dont discrimate smokers, i have friends who does* if you want to work then look good smell fresh. i had nose block i oso can smell la.. put perfume or deodorant. u work as a customer service de leh

3)learn to smile can??

4) courtesy campiagn la. i said thanks twice. once after u answer my question. once when i left. U SAY NOTHING.what does erm means. hello??

make my brother need to make calls to singtel and ask.. till the middle of the night leh. and this kind of serivce hotline u can know how long to wait loh.. damn.. if he willing to ask properly for us, i think i alr have my new phone! HELLO!

ok. last G&P test.. but for now. i want to rest 1st.LOL!

I AM SO LOVED (:

stay blur, live longer =)

Phelps wins 10th and 11th golds

BEIJING—Four years ago, when Michael Phelps had completed the lifelong dream and was clutching his first gold medal, his mother and two sisters scoured a fence line dividing swimmers from spectators in Athens.

In the middle of hundreds of prying eyes, a hand reached through the fence during an intimate moment. Huddling close, Phelps’ mother Debbie and his sisters Hillary and Whitney locked their eyes on the glimmering medal hanging from a ribbon. They all cried. Even now, when one of them tells the story, they struggle to keep the tears back.

“Michael stuck his medal through the fence and we were all there. It was so special,” Hillary said. “He stuck the medal through and was like, ‘Look what I did! I did it. I did it.’”

Four years later, on Wednesday in Beijing, Phelps repeated the feat for the 10th and 11th times, winning the 200-meter butterfly and swimming the opening leg of the 4x200 freestyle relay, giving him more gold medals than any Olympian in the history of the games. The former mark of nine golds was held by American icons Carl Lewis and Mark Spitz and Finnish distance runner Paavo Nurmi and Soviet gymnast Larissa Latynina.

Phelps set his fourth world record at these games in capturing the 200 fly, notching a time of 1 minute, 52.03 seconds, which is .06 seconds faster than the world record he set in the prelims one day earlier. And he was part of his fifth world record when the 4x200 free team finished in 6:58.56, gouging a ridiculous 4.64 seconds off the previous mark.

“It is very hard to be swimming the relay also on the same day (as the butterfly). I don’t know how he is doing this,” said Pawel Korzeniowski, who finished sixth behind Phelps in the fly. “Everybody is thinking ‘How can he do this and break world record?’”


Amazingly, Phelps won the 200 fly despite having issues with his goggles. Once getting to the blocks, he flung off his cap and goggles and vigorously rubbed his eyes.

“I couldn’t see anything for the last 100,” Phelps said. “My goggles filled up with water. It just kept getting worse and worse through the race and I was having trouble seeing the walls, to be honest.”

Even with the technical issues, Phelps’ wins smacked of every other individual race in these games, when Phelps was only should-to-shoulder with his foes for a mere moment—standing on the starting blocks. After that, the world has been a witness to prolonged amazement, to the point where his races in Beijing have attracted the likes of U.S. President George W. Bush, LeBron James, Kobe Bryant and countless other individuals who are stars in their own right.

But to truly understand Phelps’ impact, you have to listen to his teammates, who have spent their lives training for this moment but are finding an extra bit of inspiration watching Phelps.

Swimmers like America’s Aaron Peirsol, who will go down as one of the best U.S. swimmers ever, having captured three gold medals in Athens and who is favored to leave Beijing with three more. One of Phelps’ more measured teammates, Peirsol has always been respectful of his touted teammate, while also repeatedly pointing out that the rest of American swimming is pretty good, too. His message has never been subtle: Phelps is great, but he’s still part of a team.

And yet, even Peirsol was among those most impressed on Tuesday, when Phelps had captured his third straight gold while setting a third world record.

“It may be once in a century we see something like this,” Peirsol said. “The rest of the world is catching up to the U.S., the way I look at it—quite a bit. For him to be doing what he’s doing at this moment in time, with the rest of the world coming up the way it is, I think that speaks volumes. And the way he’s attacking this meet, too—he’s not just winning, he’s absolutely destroying every race. It’s awesome to watch. It’s inspiring to me.”

“Every time I watch him swim, I’m more and more in awe of what he does,” said three-time gold medalist Natalie Coughlin. “… Being his teammate and being part of the team while he’s doing all this kind of gives us a different perspective. I think years and years down the road we’ll realize more and more how amazing and special he is.”

And yet, in a charming way, Phelps hardly seems to notice it—in a way that truly doesn’t smack of false modesty. When Phelps locked up his ninth gold, his coach, Bob Bowman, casually reminded him of the company he had entered: Lewis, Spitz, Nurmi and Latynina—four supremely talented athletes who, before Wednesday, had created the most elite Olympic fraternity.

“You’re tied,” Bowman told Phelps.

“Huh,” he replied. “That’s pretty cool.”

And maybe that nonchalance was part of how Phelps got to Wednesday, and how he will take the gold medal record and advance it to the stratosphere. Fourteen, sixteen, eighteen—there is no telling how many gold medals Phelps will have when he is through. And he rarely thinks about the big picture, anyway, which may be one of the defining traits of his greatness.

“He never tries to make a quantum leap,” Bowman said. “It’s always just one more step. When you’re kind of at the top of the mountain, the steps are pretty high. Even one more step takes you pretty far away from everyone else.”

Wednesday’s step is arguably more remarkable than any step in the games that came before it. From Athens to Beijing, Phelps has now gone where no Olympian before him has traveled.


http://sports.yahoo.com/olympics/beijing/swimming/news;_ylt=AiiWlx0C7PEZm3NRpX_jDpCmaJh4?slug=cr-phelpsrecord081308&prov=yhoo&type=lgns

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may all unhappy stuff disappear. lol.

2 down , 2 more to go.

working hard for my future...
but.. where will it be?






where does this route leads me to?

tml is our first paper! JIAYOU !!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! (so looking forward to see the show=) )
and happy birthday to maniraj.. hahaha...

go see the tv telecast again lah.. haha