some things need to be cleared off my mind b4 my exams..

got to know 'some things', dunno how am i suppose to handle it so both parties wouldn't get hurt..

win win solution.. is easy to say, but when it comes to doing it, no one can exactly know how... once i think abt it, always in a dilemma.. it take time!!! & problem now is i have no time...

how abt my studies???
dun like this lecturer, but she told me smth, i really agree to it, 'you must always do well in smth u promise others, but how abt the promise to urself ', maybe jus coincidence, she jus talk abt it... i did made a promise to myself.. time to time, i fail to achieve it,... truly disappointed..

can i not care abt them? i ask myself b4..
i dun know how to answer my own question.. i thought abt it..

guess its becos of the memories there... & i left my heart there...

felt like a tons of stuff on me... please help clear them away.. thks..

i will be as neutral as possible, no matter what...

great effort in trying to cope this thingy... its tangle up many many more things, its not as simple as it seems to be... lots of grey areas... is not as clear cut, no right, no wrong....

confused.. really in need of help... someone who can really understand.. someone who could guide me...

everything starts from the top...

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haha.. what a funny 'gathering'...=]

everyone is tired.. tt's my conclusion....

some people change,

some for the better, some for the worse...

some turning into angel, some into monster, monster that one cannot recognise... its sad to see pple like tt.... and pple i see them grow up.. see them from sec 1 till now.. (I NOT SO OLD ,K).. though for some, longer time, some jus less than a year...

seeing them grow up to be someone useful, its a smth, i dunno how to describe the joy..

but, is really DISAPPOINTING & SADDENING, to see them 'por' u , hypocrites la.. damn ****.. haiz... jus acting.. jus do for the stake of doing.. nv put in effort...


hope for the better.. seriously..

meeting the oldies tml.. lol...

no one passed the advanced NCO lah... haiz.....

disappointment...


you're not alone...

a bit lame lah. exchange footwear with NX.. hehe...


HX with stupid face... she actually shld be sleeping de loh..

smth fishy going ard here.. lOl

acting to be the president.. wait long long al.. LOL.. u promise de ah.. if really become president, must invite me to istana for tea de loh... haha

act to be hercules. but not..



FIREWORKS.. I SUPER DUPER LOVE THIS PART

picture tells a thousand words.. then video will be even better...
ENJOY... thanks willie for the video.. (if lousy videoing , dun blame me ah, shld know who to find.. haha)

adversity make one grows up..

feel so down now..

jus now NX black out.. feel so bad. i was beside her.. din grab her in time, she jus fell on the floor, and its soil and grass... haiz... hope she is fine now..
'better know your limits.!! not feeling well still play so hard.. learn to take care of yourself.. if not, find someone bleahX=P'

though of last time the promise i made to myself.. BLT will be a new beginning for me.. i must work hard.. haiz.. time pass, i got slacker.. utterly disappointed in myself.. =(

phew!! at last finish chemistry tutorial le.. printed out and all nicely done...

NEXT, ATBMS and microbio lab attachement.. need to study biochemistry leh.. sian... think of it, will think of her.. then moremore sian..

LOL.. no choice.. hurry finish this sem.. then wun see her liao..

jus hope i can do well in this module

we never did owned something..




we came to this earth with nothing..




and eventually we'll leave this place with nothing..


and even we have it, we never cherish anything till the day we knew we gonna lose it, then we'll cherish it.. by then, its always too late...

its always give and take... but can u do it without taking as much as give??

never expect anything in return and u will never be disappointed...


can u do it??

chiong-ing tutorial lah.. sian.. actually not chiong-ing but rather amending the answers to really fit into tt qns.. lol...

morning kena pull out by my mum to climb dunno what hill oso.. CC event.. lol..

then, went to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix... so lookin forward la.. but darn disapointting.. nth really amaze me... LOL.. unlike the last few.. full of surprises.. kissing scene oso dunno why it was inside.. the mistertoe (is it spelled this way?) will suddenly for no reason grow above the 2 of them.. lol...
best part was when dumberdor was fighting against voldermot la.. fire against water.. interesting & the twins putting fireworks durind their OWL exams.haha..

sat at first row.. had some neck exercise. lol.. really have to apologise to all of them lah.. esp ms shirley lah, so paiseh, come here to date loh.. =P


ok gonna sleep liao.. TIRED seh..

SLEEPY & TIRED... jus reach home from NDP rehearsal..

terrible headache.. think cos i slept on the bus, bus moving and i keep on hitting my head.. ouch.. i think a bit of con-kar-sion (concussion) liao... LOL...


oso nth better to do.. most of the time doing nth.. looking at the audience only....
today, so angry cos NO ICE CREAM, dunno why the faggots come for what... come to eat my ice cream away.. i so sad lah/.. =( they did nth lah.. come for what.. (kick their ass) come and finish ur drinks and food only..


super duper thirsty.. nearly got dehydrated..



jus too bored.. sat there stared into space.. then started getting too bored.. then disturb the pri 5 girl, think from haig girls or smth.. they on the way to go out of stadium. their teacher ask them stand up aand get ready to go..


me: bye bye... *waving
girl: byebye..
me: hey, next time dun talk to stranger ah.. i dunno u leh...
girl: huh??!!!
me: hahahaaa....

lame sia.. me jus so bored lah..


took this photo on my camera and started doing some 'artistic' things on it.. i think is not bad for a first timer.. gonna learn this stuff soon.. super interested in tt la.. but jus cant make time for it.. think this holidays.. shld be able to make a nice design =]




ate liao.. damn full now.. drank my favorite drink durian ice blend, to compensate for not eating ice cream jus now.. hehe....

contented..

but need to finish chemistry tutorial.. left a bit only.. hwee ing, jia you ah...

din get to see Kevyl's sister.. hmm.. maybe at the other end of the stadium bah...

shui de hao shuang ah....

hahhh....for so long nv sleep so much le... wah..!!!

super funny lah... too bored today, i guess... literally NOTHING to do...

prize presentation.... presenter: hx!, award winner: nx!! LOL

muz share the happiness with all of u all... =P
WATCH THE VIDEO!!!!

PART2


REES!!! waiting for the PART 1... wahahaaa...

can't believe weekend pass so fast.. woah... tml is monday again..

have i rested yet?

tot i could blog on 070707.. haha.. tt will be cool.. but yah... got back home too late... shld have waited for 961 instead of PS willie and kenneth=P

today's duty at NDP.. so damn exciting.. but hor, alr watach one preview with ner, ting, shama, baba, ling. (not in order of preferences) haha... today's one got more stuff.. more impt is the fireworks,,, wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so HAPPY to get to see the fireworks....

but cannot take photo.. representing SJ leh.. yvonne mdm got say me liao.. 要乖一点... haha.. keep forgeting my actions lah.. paiseh... and yup... laugh until wanna faint.. lame jokes, craps.. haha...and not to forget the gay partners.. lol.. (disclamer: please do not ASSUME that all zone 7 members are like them. thank you)


jus nice, balance up my moods last few days..

seriously, is damn warm and shld have more of my favorite (ICE-CREAM) hehe... NO KFC, today=( but soon to come.. haha.. still got 4 weeks no need to be afraid there is not enough KFC for me to eat sia.. haha...


to ting & nerissa: know when to play and when to study.. its O level end of the year.. not tt i wan to say u all or what.. pple's senior liao leh.. set a good example for them to learn, k...


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so sad tt got pple last min say dun wan to go for 2E4 gathering @ marina.... =((( super sad sia.. haiz... long long long x10000000000000000000000000000000000 time then got one small little gathering then.... haiz.. nth to say lah..

pissed and irritated.. so difficult to get all back together... and seriously.. i MISS ALL OF U.. especially the times when ALL of us can get together again... chalet is a half success.. hopefully sooner or later will have another better one...

when we can really get back and talk c**k together.. LOL..

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feeling so sian today.. felt down for the last test results already..

today another one.. not much hope le.. haiz.. disapointment too la.. i did study loh.. tt is the most sian part.. focus wrong part..

TIRED..

so sleepy these few days.. =P

even my friends say i got puffy eyes liao.. jialat lah,. wanna sleep and rest.. but no time!! oh no.. haiz...

很希望做个龙卷风吹不走， 海浪也卷不走的大船，稳稳的在无边无际的大海上 航行。。。

when will these days come..

back from wealth of love..

its a quite good experience... dun really get to do it often lah.. then joined leo's club. lol.. came home early.. coz very tired liao...

argh. still got practical haven finish.. damn... dun like HER teaching... sian..