thanks ms law for her continual support thru these 2 days.. still feel kinda sian.. jux wun wan her to worry..it so coincidental la, met her ,on the way home2 times.. when she wanted to sms me, and when i wanted to sms her.. LOL..
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SJAB day..
ok loh.. like every year la.. haha.. but this year they got to sit down loh.. wth... when i was sec 1 still endure all the way loh.. and the weather is definitely worse than today's , and every year is stand like no one's business la.. thru mrs yeo's speech.. THIS IS STANDARD.=P. & sick bay a lot of 'customers' la.. lots of FAKE one.. what can i say..

to all the FAKE customers: please lah, ACT better leh... so obvious la.. SO FAKE!!!!! a dumb dumb see also know is not real one loh... 'arh, pain' .. 'ya, right, think i believe'..

chiong to school!!!! i mean NUH

Howell Jelly's demand..

"Today is a boring day.."

haha... got bold lehz.. truly bored to nearly death.. think i wake up too early.. sian sian all day.. (is really early, 5am?) but is friday, my favorite day of the week ,k? usually sian till abt 3pm shld be quite energetic liao... LOL.. today expection.. say lame jokes.. with our senior yiting, who is working in the lab... very nice senior=] will teach us things one.. bring me around the 1st time i attached to chemistry lab..

she is the one who started the lame lame joke.. need action la, if not i'll be blogging it down la...

but, anw, ning xing's hypothesis was mentioned too..

study=no fail
fail= no study

no study + study = no fail + fail
study (no +1)= fail (no +1)

therefore, study = fail..

LOL...

shall end here..
ciao~~

double dose of depressants


still feeling down, aniway, thanks ms ms law..

Only Love Lyrics
» Trademark

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do....

LOL... she and her artistic photograhing skills... haha... picture speaks a thousand words... GTG.... cya pple... must miss me.... heheh...

hmmm... wonder if how is she now, is she alright a not... and how is SK's advanced test.. guess he is too tired to reply my sms bah..

hope she is really fine... though immediately after the cremation all the 4 of them looks ok.. no more crying, no nth.. but deep down in her heart i know she has not get thru it.. may need another few months to really settle down...

tt night tt i stayed at the wake, had some personal time with her, me with her only and no one else.. she did told me some things about her mum... her mum was her soul supporter,her working motivation, she depends on her mum quite a lot too.. they were very close to each other.. calls in between work,

she was in grief, her whole family were. she is the closest to her among all... painstaking to take her mum away from her...

i was touched by the filialness of her to her mum, watching her cry make me tear too.. the undescrible pain of losing the loved one..

she called me 2 hours ago. abt 3am.. i sms her at 3am, then she called back, we talk a lot of stuff.. when looking at her photos, she still feels the sadness.. haiz..


really dun expect her to recover so soon.. but definitely will provide her support all the way as and when she needed... her mum wun want to see her in these kind of sadness as well.. she will have to learn to survive independently... and really have to take care of herself...

my deepest condolence to her and her family.. she might not see these but she will definitely feel it...

though physically she is not there, her love will always stays...

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i was drop dead tired straight after the meeting, frankly speaking, i dunno what i was doing, no idea nor any memory of what i have done.. rmb sleeping in front of fahmy's laptop... went home liao, sit in front of the tv and fall asleep. then being chase back to room. slept with my wet hair..LOL. headache.. sleep abt 7 pm.

sleep for quite some time le... then woke up thought abt her, so sent her a sms, was 3am, i dun expect her to reply or anything la, but she called back... she was doing some work.. she slept in the afternoon oso.. thru these few days, found a lot of common things abt me n her. we stay at same level (shh... cannot say), only daughter in the family, youngest in the family.. woah.. tt's a lot le loh..

kk la.. shld go back to sleep le..later meeting ting , ner and baba. ting n ner wanna study.. =]

1st time so early wake up.. LOL..

i understand that teacher's has their pride and own privacy... she has been acting weirdly, kinnda worried. but i know her brothers, her bf, her friends will be very supportive.. though still i m her student (2years ago), want to really support her...

not really good year this year, like what we were chatting this afternoon... attended ting's grandma's funeral.. now, ms wu's mum.. =,(



its quite saddening to see it, jus being present there for the ceremony this last night for the wake.. although i'm tired, wanted jus to be there for her.. seeing her cry make me feel like crying too.. next moment, i was tearing.. so paiseh.. but true to say, i cant endure...


saw her, making herself busy.. entertaining her friends and relatives.. cant stop, no time to really sit now and rest... even in the night.

hope that she can stay strong, get over it asap,and regain her cheerfulness...

supporting her all the way.. love<33

receive a stupid news today.. actually wanted just to accompany my junior in a advance first aid course, how shld i expect someone, who once i treat her as my friend and a younger sister and at the same time someone who truly disappoint me.. an unspeakable and undescrible pain that moment when i found the truth... and her attitude really pissed me off...

to the main point: her boyfriend is coming to the course as well.. thinking of going to the course a not, but i cannot leave my junior there...




There's always going to be people that hurt u, so what u have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful on who u trust..

*still feeling alright=]


dilema

I'm just kinnda FREE la... haha

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

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You are 87% Sagittarius

You Are Very Mature

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Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

some very weird results... LOL... kk.. think is time to get some rest.. had a long day cleaning up my room... phew! glad i finish cleaning the whole room..

MUG pple..!!!


after next monday, our last EXAM, then is time to have FUN!!!! =]


efforts pay off....!!!!!

tired