'Let me win, but if I cannot, let me be brave in my attempt'
If u look at what u've in life, u'll always have more. But if u look at what u dun have, u'll never have enough
try to see LIFE not as the enemy, but as a friendly sparring partner
Don't dwell on the past, Live here, Live now, Live in this moment
just a pebble in the water can set the sea in motion, a simple act of kindness can stir the widest ocean
See something funny in whatever LIFE throws at us along the way
Insure good health: eat lightly, breathe deeply, live moderately, cultivate cheerfulness and maintain an interest in life
The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make the most of
everything that comes along
~HWEE_ING~
Crapping begins
Her Desires
travel around the WORLD & exotic places
help people in poor countries
backpack around the world
visit the 7 wonders
+ + stAY poStiVE + + Everyone around me is HAPPY
Make a difference in someone's life
.:.BE THE BEST THAT SHE CAN BE.:.
Her Time
Thursday, March 29, 2007
really in deep thoughts these few days... but still cant conclude anything...
what's going on...
DUNNO..
one word is for sure, tired...
hope dun bang on poles tt easily... hahaX... will be more alert when walking.. LOL...
i was literally being SCREAM at on the phone.. though nth much abt me.. but it concerns me..
didn't mind.. but was tired alr. was abt 11+ , 12 alr loh....
at least childish has fun component within it most of the time.
'politics' in adulthood it SUX.. other than tt, others are better.. is difficult to guess what is one thinking.. why dun they jux find a time and sit down and talk it out !!! no clear cut... i dun like it!!!
what is maturity to u?? this is worse than a child..
thinking of things happened in the past.. seeing the way u handle ur stuff and end up becoming like this.. suspect tt is not totally my fault, making me so guilty last time.. wasted my tears and other pple's concern..
hm.. shld jus leave it and let them solve by themselves. can i help?
TOP SECRET... hi pple... some more crazy stuff again... i have to admit i am not a very goody goody senior.=P
having nursing lessons and we are playing all this. oh man.. so so mean leh..
from young, old, older, oldest..
oh gosh..!! me the oldest?!?!?!?! oh man,!!! getting old sia.. LOL...
trying not to let bavani block my face.. hehe... crazy pple X4.
sorry to: saz, theng hwee, pamela, doung,. .. hehe.. they were outside perparing, and we were... hahaX...=P
oh gosh!.. u believe this, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ both the same person... haahaa..... one crazy like dunnno what, wearing my spec, then suddenly so guai. so discipline leh.. do you have 2 personalities??? one second like this , another second totally different...!!
really very high... dunno what medicine they took sia.. so crazy tt day. shukyi, pamela ,theng hwee, qian ai ,bavani and me.. the guys dun really know lah.. the girls are crazy i witnessed it. bavani too.. they are MAD, if u were there u shld know..!!!
think too stress sia... come here to relax and chill for a while..=]
though wake up early but still ok. go to james there to carry super heavy first aid items, but tt's alright too.. hahaX.
really wanted to go for the dinner badly. and coz got meeting till *god knows what time*. my spirit running damn low lah.. coz meetings always go on for very long... =[ face all along, but wanted to =] coz no one owns me anything.
super duper glad tt today's meeting ended early lah!!!!=)))
& really for us, these few pple, don, faZ, ken n me, today with oso xiangyun, to really have a time to sit down and have a dinner together, is difficult... rmb the last time was at sweasens when oso ms law, but oso mr g lee & ms looi. this time only ms law..
but the 4 of us nv change=] still wanted to open a campfire company lah. hahaXx.. thought of what happened last year oso salad incident and oso lame chop.. we burst into laughters lah, like as if the whole shop was ours...
we took photos. haha. must get from faZ lah! hehe, cant wait to post it up my blog=]
although chances dun always come, but we grab hold of every opportunities we had to get together. i cant wait for the gathering again. hope the next time is not another year again!
had fun, really do. seeing faz n kenneth debating. n me, don, stopping it. n a lot of ??? from junior & ms law. haha... hope happy moments last forever...
THANKS MS LAW=] for the meal at SEOUL GARDEN & creating these moments for us to reminisce again... sounds like we are so old. but we ARE NOT!!! haha,,
went home at abt 10.. debating all the way.. getting deaf soon... hahaX. but tt's the fun of it.. hope ms law dun get late to work tml.. or mayb juz panda eyes.
bad news straight after dinner. got one wanted to quit OTC. haiz. rmbing my batch, 5 of us wanted to go badly. left 2 n in the end, left me. is quite saddening n disappointing seeing them like this. hope tt is the first n the last person to OOC.. i really hope so. praying hard tt it will not happen. But anything really happens, i only can advise, i wun force, i promise, but make use of time wisely.
what a wet blanket for the day.
drinking now. shld know what is it. left since New year, jus helping to clear stock n oso trying if it really works, like what adults always say.
sometimes the little kids really made my day lah.. (pple younger than me are little kids alr hor =d ) hahaX...
today is CRAZY.!
really paiseh to sing or rather do My side in front of the whole excos. hhahaX.. try to run away lah.. kena carry back lah. LOL. most of them lah. all of them girls lah. of course. i was persipring like hell.. they are oso some sort crazy liao loh... =d
TODAY WAS GREAT, really brought my mood up from the last few days... . .
tml morning getting results alr. dunn0 what i am feeling now... hmm???
having mood swings.. no idea why too... maybe not enough rest.. sorry to those who i accidentally show my temper at... not what i wanted lah... sorry..love u guys still...=D
still not very good loh. but really give some comments lah... -----------------------------------------------------------------------------
not really got any rest yet... kindda sleepy lah... hope to send good news tml lah.. aLL the best for all ngee ann students, tml is the results itself.. hope all gotten results they hope to achieve......
Yoz! these few days has been busy with the SJ camp planning stuff.. really mean it, BUSY!
though tired, can see the little ones learning, actually quite happy lah... so many advisors there to help (advisors are my juniors, somemore, hehe.. <-- i getting older liao, LOL) ...
must be wondering how i blog right? hehe.. i have my ways lah, shhh... secret.. hahaXXX.... but is getting late lah,.. theng hwee, u cannot be sick de leh... jus 3D2N only... must endure, same for the others....
really very tired, i know is for them tt we are doing all these.. =))
ms chandran have to take care loh, she seems like getting too stress liao...
so long nv blog le. kinnda miss it lah. but, yah.many things had happen these few days loh.. like going to my gradma's hse for chinese new year.. and my paternal side aunt pass away, shanghai students coming to hss, prefects camp and most of all SJ...
really mix emotions lah.. but what really stress me out, sometimes, is SJ lah. no matter what, still will stay ard, but then, it get really out of hand.. at times, when ms chandran is stress too..
planning for stuff.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXCO camp... damn cool, coz trainings were really well done. many of them learnt new stuff, i hope=D.. gotta a really long lecture till i really stresses me out. used to be strong among people, but then iteared lah, so malu loh... somemore, so many cadets ard then, yah. din do anything from 2nd day afternoon till the BBQ, then wake up to eat.. juz like a pig mah... (pig yr this yr so cannot blame, hehe... ) i really cheong a lot for 1 day 1 night, somemore not enough sleep for the last few days. think mr kuan, ms law, some of the shanghai students, my own cadets, my beloved sec 4 grads. some of them saw lah. paiseh(face red)
gotta a little wound on my left feet. quite suai lah, but actually is my fault lah, wearing shoe all the way in camp, got a little sensitive , i thijnk, then hand itchy. so, became quite jialat, coz i wear shoe even i have the wound, it wouldn't be nice, if u want to talk to cadets wearing slippers right? yah, respect lah. i gave them theirs hope they give me mine. =)
prefects camp quite cute lah,. i damn tired lah, then slept with my laptop, dunno how in the end i got to lie down at the sofa near there. then teachers come in knocking like dunno what i move oso nv move loh.. damn tired lah. ms linda still say me sleep like pig.haha. coz even she knock door le still i din move.
also mrs yeo came to take a look loh, then i had tt wound (kena scolding from ms chandran coz i wear shoe even after i got tt wound). then din wear le loh. ms wu oso injure on her feet. then ms wu still say, 'hey lets take photo,wun get this kind of chance de leh' . ms chandran was like ' !???!?!' took the photo with mine feet and hers.. look left
done the video for shanghai students on sat, cant believe me & ms law only hor, cant bia finish the video lah, though i did some of the parts before we met. but jus wow, unbelievable, coz a good video, i really cant finish it up so fast.. but then, i oso did some teaching (coz she wanna learn mah, nice pple nv say 'no' de loh, nice pple like ME=). haha.. had a wonderful dinner tt night. thanks ms law=)
here's the video for the immersion program.
so far, like this only loh,
say hi, ms law =P btw, she is beside me now, wahahahaaa...
hope yuan ting & theng hwee learn how to manage time well loh, dun get so stress. =) ur seniors all very nice de hor, haha=D
also mrs yeo came to take a look loh, then i had tt wound (kena scolding from ms chandran coz i wear shoe even after i got tt wound). then din wear le loh. ms wu oso injure on her feet. then ms wu still say, 'hey lets take photo,wun get this kind of chance de leh' . ms chandran was like ' !???!?!'