*yawn*

cant believe i really play computer games till this time lah... hahaX.. so sleepy now... hmm...

just now me and bavani really crazy.. saying each other sleeping, while we are wide awake, mayb is jus the crazyness after my exams over..

actually i dun feel as relieve as i shld be. coz mayb a lot of stuff awaits me to do. though ms chandran say, how good , how good. is all earned by hard work and edurance, which makes me super duper pissed off at sometime. but, think carefully at the welfare of the cadets. it does help, and tt is how i smoothe my anger.

a lot of us jus cant take it. and now, seems like MIA, diappear. haiZ.. shld not say much,. sleep! good niteX.. hmm. i mean good morning, but i am sleeping..heehee Xd

MB exam marks the end of my first year in poly.. mixed feelings..

gotta miss the life in NP.. i will be transferring to NUH the coming semester. will defintiely miss my classmates..

presenting to you, 1M04 /2006-07

Mandy
Qing Ling
Yvonne
Josephine
Raf
Nadjimi
Sin Ye
Joseph
Teng Hon
Clara
Alvin
Donald
Wen Xin
Esmine
Yus
Charlotte

My clicks XP
Clara
Yus
Teng Hon
Raf..

many many more from other courses. other classes.. really too many to list down here.. but is always stay in my HEART<3 =D

doesn't mean the others who are not my clicks , cant click with me ah.. hahaX.. jux tt they spend lesser time with me..

but i will still miss them.. many many things have happen, happy ones, sad ones.. every events leaves a memory with me.. like,the class gathering cum Xmas party @ east coast.. hope to be invited in the next gathering =))
PS: can also go out only for ice-cream!! hahaX.. i dun mind=]

And second year will arrive very soon, BLT in NUH will start my journey as a second year student.. will be accompained by Raf, who is also going for BLT... it will be a exciting and interesting year, i bet.. knowing more friends and stuff like tt.. looking forward to it.



Just as i leave the school, like any other days, pack and here i go.. but today, there's hesistation. dunn0 why.. mayb coz waiting for clara, who is talking to yus.. mayb is jus me who wanted to stay a BIT BIT longer or smth... no idea lah..

is weird writing my blog in the afternoon.haha. jus wanted to write how i feel in this point in time.. going to HSS for SJ liao.. gonna be REALLY BUSY with SJAB this holiday.. USED TO IT ALREADY.. LOL.. hehe.. coz is like every holiday is going back for SJ.. gotta catch up with my sec sch friends n oso poly friends k!!!

miss u guys lots ,man.!! take care.. cya soon~~`

still MUGGING for my exams...

Life is complex, and time seems to spin by faster each day. I'm tired of feeling squeezed by demands and pressured to go even faster. And I am always wondering, Is it possible to have a simpler life??

is so difficult to be both approachable and strict.. sometimes, there is a need to side one... many chose to be strict.. things can get done fast, may not be effective. but the amount of respect is always there...
appproachable... welfare is the top most priorty, but is very time consuming.. though relations can be better, sometimes, they will take advantage of you.. and is always most of the time..

me? now, seems like slightly becoming to be the strict side.. which i dun want to be... becoming a nasty person... but cant i take both????


i dun like the way some of you treat me.. even adults... really idiotic.. feel like giving one tight slap.. i am not for you to show all ur temper to me... feel so unappreciated... i HATE this..

not tt i dun have friends to talk too.. but they aren't in SJ.. no point talking too.. they dun understand... i might sound like chanting to them... so might as well not say and have fun while we have chance to meet up... at least some happy memories..

no one for me to talk to.. not all stuff can be said.. haiz.. some what stupid confidential thingy... end up only can start complaining in front of my own lappy, in this blog... but i dun talk to it,k? not yet depression.. no worries..

*confused* *dilema*

juz finish cleaning my room... so so tired now.. but a sense of achievement lah.. haha.. so comfy and clean now.. coz of CNY oso.. no chioce lah.. not now then no other time alr.. exams!! haiz...

while packing my stuff.. saw a lot of photos.. haha... i look so weird lah..

kindergarten report card... haha. i am a A student ok? hahaxX...

primary school photo... with whole class, all teachers and principal... coz tt time, my year was the last year and last batch le. after my year, my school merge with other schools le... haiz... such sweet memories lah... i was a quiet girl [tt time lah] very low profile loh.. ... hahaX.. really.. serious ok?

then secondary school photos.. alot lah.. esp sec 1or 2.. the whole class like to go east coast lah.. for nth oso go.. dunno for what lah.... 1E4, 2E4... jus go there to BBQ ,for fun.. haha.. see those photos.. cant wait for my chalet... =)) tong oso very looking forward to it lah.. everytime see her, she will say again and again lah...so funny loh.. hehe... but actually me too.. jus not as naggy as her lah... hehe...
oso got tt time sec3 band 1, we went to pulau ubin photos... still rmb i ask xiao yao to shout 'there is a dog ah!!!' in chinese, very loud, then everyone was like, 'huh?' and turned around.. then i take their photo now... very naughty hor...hahaX.. ya.. tt's me.. =P

only now then i realised i got a lot of junk lah.. sec 1 textbook still got keep lah... i thrown it lah, of course.. haha...

now, damn tired lah.. hais.... nvm.. still must cheong for exams... 2 more days.. till the next paper... 5 more days to freedom!!!.=)

take care. ciao.~

Hey! some of u going OBS,right,,, will be damn fun lah... i miss OBS loh... so many physical stuff.. but nth to worry abt... better than mental tortures now... haiz...

seeing my juniors being so down really worsen my mood too... some disappointment from results and some their attitude...

haiz.. today's training is juz how we shld be training... since the starting of the training of comp team 06 in training, is slacking like dunno what lah.... juz feel like screaming and shouting at them la... today's performance, jux from the 45min i stay with them, i can see.. no improvement seen yet... some kept my words in mind, but some cant be bothered, some becoming too stress with my words[which is not directed to u].. SOME are really good, SOME i jus feel like giving them up... which i wun... for their own stake..

spend my whole day in HQ doing interviewing stuff.. last min so many crappy shitty stuff [btw, not zone stuff]... dun give me excuses.. i super duper fed up alr, with some pple.. and myself.. everything forget forget.... HATE myself...

feel so stupid to hide this hide tt... wanna be back in secondary school.. as a cadet...

and my bill for this month surely burst!!!



I WANT TO STUDY NOW!!!!!!!!!alr feeling bad for 1st paper, i cannot regret anymore.. i cannot afford it...

hey! tml my first pp sia.. STRESS ah.. haven cheong much yet... OMG...

so many things to worry abt... haiz... very very tired lah...
but still , i have been doing my revision.. tml 2pm.. 1st pp... hope the best for all..

To all getting your O levels results... all the best..!!! be brave in facing the fact.... but rmb.. nth is the end.. life have to continue whether u got good resultls a not.... GOOD LUCK=D


time passes so fast.. 1st yr of poly coming to an end very soon... and 2nd yr will start....



a memory to be left behind....missing it alr...

new blog skin
Hey... check out on my new blogskin...

quite simple & nice .... hmmm.....


shld be studying now lah.. but now, changing my blogskin=P hehe.. trying to gasp for some air, after studying since morning....

ms linda keep saying me going to HSS 'everyday'[not everyday k?=P]....

out of concern lah.. i know=] i will study de.. i promise.. but result is another thing lah,... hehe.. no la.. will really study...

today like slacking a lot lah... friday is maths le.. hmmm... 2 to 4.. cant go accompany pauline and my juniors take their O level results la... SAD~~~... but will give u guys moral support lah.... GOOD LUCK=]


to all stuyding in poly: all the best for exams k?? we can do it =)))

last softball training..

last training lesson le.. so so fast. sooner or later i will be in BLT course alr.. miss all these kind of feeling alr.. yvonne still give me a very sad face, saying its the last lesson together le.. so sweet, but sad too.. hmmm....

clara and yus oso keep saying abt leaving the 3 of them in BMS... starting to miss all these. y am i always start to cherish things when it is going to be gone..


'Every one's life is like a journey. During these journey, people might cross your path, some will pass by you. Some will walk it through a short path together and continue their own journey. It may just because our dreams are different, and thats why we have been seperated. But FRIENDS will always drop by and take a look. But how a person make me feel, will forever stay in my heart. ' Friends Forever.

=)

Friday training.

hmmm.. today got a lot of thoughts. especially after the training.. eugene is not a bad kid.. .. but always sent to the OM all the times.... very sad adn disappointing tt i was the one being asked to send him there...=(

Yes, he really did show attitude to the TIC(shld not say who), i did not say it was the TIC fault.. he did not show enough respect.. and there is misunderstanding in between... haiz...

what i can say is he is not a rotten apple. he is just a seedling learning to grow..=) need to give him opportunity too.. i know he can make it

hello, hello...

something's wrong with my blogger... dunno y lah... haiz... sometimes can see sometimes cant...


today came to hss... dunno ms chandran got her festival.. i oso not sure what... online found was 'Thaipusam' thinkk is this festival..

actually wanted to tell her some SJ stuff.. but nvm loh. . saw ms wu , ask her abt NYAA stuff...

haiz.. feel tired.. but not sleepy tt kind of tiredness... i dunno what too.... =/