The Guardian- Never Let Go..



damn touching...

to clarify some doubts.. my meaning of doing work is.. taking intiative and resposbilities in all you do, and supose to do.. not wait till i say then do... this is not up to standard.. no spoon feeding.. next week's plan have no news at all what is this.. this is not intiative neither is it taking responsibility!!!!!!

dun say is my fault when nth is known yet...



NEGLECTED

there were never someone thinks how i feel... NEVER EVER.... go ahead do what u like...... y must i understand how others feel rather than others understand how i feel.... I HATE THIS....

animator VS animation
Animator VS AnimationHEY guys, this is damn funny lah.. MUSt WATCh... its damn cooL....

i really have to admit tt ,really some others do not have the same level of passion tt i have for SJ.. mayb i cannot be too demanding ... cannot expect things for others, like i expect things for myself... dun like means dun like.. i cant do much...

like what ms chandran say,' some things u think is a passion, somebody may think is work'...

haizz...mayb is better to be more impartial... i m trying to. hope she does too....

i do cherish the friendship tt we both shared... i oso dun wan to do tt.. but tt is what makes u get things done good, and quick..




i have made the apology,after yst night'sreflection.. but no replies... haiz...

hoops and yoyo

so so cute right... coz yvonne's grp in today's presentation, at the thank you part, put up the thanks a million card.. hoops & yoyo was saying thank you for many times until u stop it lah.. hahaX so funny.. and was damn cute lah...

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today's presentation sux lah.. always like tt... i hate myself lah..!! haizz.. no point lah.. end le.. went to by teng hon a birthday present lah. raf, yus, clara n me.. trying to not let him know.. act blur all the way till busstop, lucky he got gl.. bought him a hoodie.. tml gotta give him...

oh yah. if i din mention. i highlighted my hair red. uhoo. looks ok lah. but quite obvious [but my parents din notice, who cares lah] wanted to give myself a new beginning lah.. sort of =P

got into the BLT course alr=).. at least 1 happy thing happen. =P

trying to act blur and forget everything lah

is shiming and xiao yao birthay yesterday.... oopss.. i am late loh.. anyway happy birthday to the both of you...

cant celebrate with xiao yao coz she oversea=(..

but jus came back from vivo.. celebrated shiming's birthday... 18 years old le leh=) must mature le hor... haha... getting older liao.. =P A levels this year too... got her undergarments.. haha.. jus nice she wearing a tee shirt with the superman sign.. so ask her to wear ur present... but she didn't la.. she so shy.. =P

had fun today.. but tml need to study le... must rest.. coz got maths computerise test... haven study yet.. ooppss..=P IPC project oso..


seems like a normal day again.. but its like smth unfinished, stuck in my mind... really dun want it to continue this way..

Bryan Adam- Never Let go
Bryan Adams
Never Let Go

Can you lay your life down
So a stranger could live,
Can you take what you need
but take less than you give,
Could you close everyday
Without the glory and fame,
Could you hold your head high
when no one knows your name.

That's how legends are made '

At least, that's what they say'

(chorus)
We say goodbye but never let go
we live - we die
cause you cant say that is for sure,
gotta take every chance too
Turn into the kind of man who;
I'll never look back never look down
I'll never let go.

Can you loose everything
you ever had plan,
can you sit down again
And play another hand,
Could you risk everything
for the chance to be alone,
an the prize you'll find the grace
Once you come and done.

That's how legend are made'

At least, that's what they say'

(chorus)
We say goodbye but never let go
we live - we die
cause you cant say that is for sure,
gotta take every chance too
Turn into the kind of man who;
I'll never look back never look down
I'll never let go.

Never Let go'

Never Let go'


Gotta take every chance too

show that; you kind of man who

I'll never look back never look down

I'll never let go.

(chorus)
We say goodbye! but never let go
We live - We die
cause you cant say that for sure,
gotta take every chance too
show that; you kind of man who?
I'll never look back never look down
I'll never let go..

I'll never look back, I never look down

I'll never let go

I'll never let go

why am i so bad at emotions stuff... haiz.... today's presentation was bad.. there is another person dun even know the product we are presenting... but i was another factor, that make the presentation sucky... i think is the many things tt happen this few days... why so stupid! can get affected so easily =(

Really very very tired these few days... physically n emotionally oso... really wan to find some remedy to cure all these things [but there will never be these kind of thing unless i die. but i wun, obviously... so many other people who love me..]

thank for the song. 'Never let go.' i wun=)

rolling rocks will stop one day, is just the matter of time, sooner or later.. nice example =b

feeling so lethargic today, if not for the IS modules , i can dun come school le loh...

having puffy eyes today.. mayb too tired le.. din sleep quite well yesterday.. wanna wake up early for preparation of CATS presentation.. but hor, like nth for my part leh.. haiz.. mayb finish doing le cant rmb.. LOL... but anyway i am in school now.. din go for SJ today.. dun feel like going after so many things have happen.. maybe i really need a break from SJ..

HaiZzZzzz.....

i am really bad at PR lah!!!

saw ms law at busstop today lah.. thx for the concern loh=) really glad that i have known her=D

S Club 7 Say goodbye
S Club 7
Say goodbye


In the years to come,
will you think about these moments that we shared
In years to come,
are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever, though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye, but don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now, maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now, maybe we'll see each otherStanding on the same street corner, though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to sayI'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye, but don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to sayI'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye, but don't you cry
Because true love never dies....

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really thankful that you care for me... but, i really dunno how to do what you want me to. i really have no idea how. i m feeling super super terrible... maybe darkness is where i could show the real me..

dun want things to happen this way, dunno what& how i can do now....

Island creamery... BLT

so nice loh...

we took this photo. and there is a sort of photo gallery on the wall itself... looks so cool... we take using yus hp.. then printed it.. [there is a photo printer there loh]...

wonder is our photo up on the wall alr a not... =) wanna go back there again=) eat mud pie and oso see our photo... we pon lecture to go island creamery de loh... tt's y Raf n dingfeng not with us.. they so guai de loh.. .hhaa

BLT applied le... interview this thurs..i m the first one loh... mayb is better to be the first... hmmm....

TIRED! got loads of stuff need to do !!! coming week is ngee ann open house, wanna go??

lucky not involved, then no need to go school! heng aR...!!

some stuff not uder my care seems like mine now..!! y m i doing all these! so tired!!!

memories.

haiz/
why must things end up this way.. i regret for not discipline her strict enough.. she is getting from bad to worse... when she was sec 3, whatever she promise, she forgetten. sec4, i stop her from it.. now, broke her promise... she always taken me for granted, tt's enough. i dun mind. friends, i will forgive and forget. tt is what i always tell kenneth..

IT IS GETTING TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so fun to waste my time right!! i will stop KPO-ing abt you alr..! n enough is enough! i had it!

one day i will really slap u for the sake of your mother. big lier! naive woman!! you will regret u did this to all who care. till the day u start regretting, u will find everyone drifting away from u...

CCA Orientation
CCA Orientation

happy new year
day 1 of 2007


Happy New Year!! hope all of you have a better year on 2007..=)


One year passed.. seems like i have juz graduated from sec 4..( this point of time, i shld be slacking like hell) , now, rushing a presentation , tt i have not even started..

Time flies. one year passed so quickly and when u want to stop and look back for a while, the year has ended..

it has been really a hectic and exhausting year for me in 06.
many many things happened, things that i would not want to even remember. but there is always expections.

2006-
get use to being a ex-hendersonian rather than a hendersonian. for me, things tt i got used to it, it will be difficult for me to change. time really is a great helper=)

Tried JC life. went through the orientation period and some lessons. OG grps pple are so nice, my classmates too.. din stay in JJC. tt mr bean's teddy & the last day of the orientation camp, i will always rmb it.

i made my decision of JC or Poly route. it may seems like a easy choice but not for me. has been struggling with it, even before i took my sec 4 prelims.


directly involve into projects (tt may not seems to link to me, in any ways OR link [i shld say entangled, trapped] to me in every ways)
Singapore-Shanghai School Immersion Homestay Exchange Program ( smth like this)
UG committee
NECo Garden Opening ceremony
Intensive training day camp for com team

Getting use to my new life in POly. totally different life from sec sch and JC. not really active in my poly coz time has been spent in henderson sj rather than in poly.. those i know in same class, same lecture hall, other than tt, nobody else... quite small network hor. i think so too..

Events.Getting of my O level result ( Speech Day)
SJAB day in HSS
Training days on friday

Courses adding on.

Officer training course
will always rmb OscaR!! and the 30 km we have walked together.. we have made it.=) and successfully passed out.

Advanced 1st aid
3 days training and 1 day test. made me pong class for 1 whole day. hahaX.. quite a learning experience for me..

+enD of 2006+

+Beginning of 2007

Though it didn't really started tt well, its alright.. hope this year will be better.

New Year Resolution.
hmmm... have not really think abt it yet. but from last year's.. i think many things not achieved yet..

BLT course will be included this year. i wan to go in there & have tt stress environment again.. i have deteriorate after i graduated from sec 4, no longer the hardworking & helpful me. now, lots of mood swings too...

BLT.. Stress me more! i am ready for the challenge.. the attitude i have while studying for Os will come back again, i know it..

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SACRIFICES... will i bear to leave them???