thanks all..
hmmm... quite confused with this BLT thingy actually... this is a course under BMS.. BLT goes to study in NUH. which i think was quite fun... i dunno where to go...


mr chua told me to list down pros and cons in this point of time..

Pros. (if i go for it)
1) good career prospect.
2) able to go university easier but is overseas 1
3) sounds interesting. when those year 3 came to have a talk with us.
4) distance nearer to go to than np
5) more exposure to working life
6) know more friends
7) can be influence by hardworking pple
8) quite enjoy practicals
9) a lot of ppl encourage me to go
10) have a gut feeling tt i have to try

Cons.
1) everyday 8am to 5 pm
2) stressful life
3) might not be able to cope
4) cant come back for sj(not regular basis)
5) might be tired everyday
6) might not get in(29 pple in this course only)
7) no time to visit to hss=P

seems like pros more than cons... thX mr chua telling me, what he has learnt in shanghai. very practical, very straightforward... i know he cares... =)

ms wu more to the emotional side lah. she told me what she does when she was studying lah.. then oso say till i wanna cry lah... actually i dunno whether i can endure long hours of research... i have no idea where i wanna go, which path to take.. she really cares too..

time really passes very fast... i am now in sem 2 alr.. i must start to cherish life and pple around..
She gave me a big big hug before i left=)


This song, Because you loved me. is specially dedicated to the ones i loved, and also the ones who loved me... =) take care all!

NECo Garden opening ceremony
NECo Garden opening ceremony


today was the opening ceremony lah.. prepared for so long. i know all of us are tired.. esp mr singh and the teachers. they are the most tired one lah.. din do much to help, but tried to. hahaX..

today's event was good lah.. really!! went quite alright. but started drizzling. but mr wong say is auspicious.. water means dunno what lah.. haha. but i hear like its very good lah.. XD mr chan the last time VP of hss, came oso. haha.

jux a while then stop raining... then the actual event start alr loh.. the speechs lah. by all the VVIP , principal, GOH lah.

in between there is this video.. the video has the podcast by mr singh(1st).. dunno why while i was listening, my tears jux came rolling down lah... jux thinking of today oso will start to tear.. i not sure why oso.. touched? by the words in tt video, mayb. partially. we jux went thru so much together. really a lot..

time flies, from tt time mr singh was a NIE trainee teacher, me a sec 1 student, to my sj teacher, me a sec 2/3 student, to my SS teacher, when i was in sec 3/4.. now a friend, i will really miss him... i really will =,(


Mr singh & mE_


though i could be jux as cool... i know i can.. =)


like don say mah.. not like we dying mah.. hahaX.. yupX. we still can see one another again. have dinner and and those stuff... here's a photo of us!!!


Mr singh is smiling so cheerfully=) look so funny..


I MISS HIM!!:)

sorry.
SORRY!

dun judge someone when u are impulsive... i really need to apologise loh.. i am also a human.. i make mistakes too..

Implusiveness can be very destructive..

lesson learnt. got another story to share.


There once was a little girl who had a bad temper. Her mother gave her a bag of nails and told her that every time she lost her temper, she must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the girl had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as she learned to control her anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. She discovered it was easier to hold her temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the girl didn't lose her temper at all. She told her mother about it and the mother suggested that the girl now pull out one nail for each day that she was able to hold her temper. The days passed and the young girl was finally able to tell her mother that all the nails were gone. The mother took her daughter by the hand and led her to the fence.

She said, "You have done well, my daughter, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one."

You can put a knife in a person and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say "I'm sorry", the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.


I regret doing it. i regret not reading this story early enough. but nvm. late is better than never. i apologise alr.

WE SHLD FORGIVE AND FORGET... =D

seen someoner's true colour
got taste the feeling of walking in the raining... tearing when no one seen... no purposes of hiding.. no one seen.. i feel so myself again,.. under the rain.

seen someone's true colour... i tot tt he was so good... but it was nth.. all fake.. all pretended.. pple ask me y i do so many things for him,.. telling me u might be used by him for other purposes... i dun believe.

now, i believe totally... and i make sure this is the last thing i will do for him....

maths test
maths test

first time feel so unconfident for maths.. haizzz...haven been doing any hw and revision for my studies at all.... the test oso dunnoo what i have done too... hope it is not tt bad lah... feel so bad for my maths teachers(mslio,mrsgoh,mrtan).. 'force' me to do maths till i can get A1. now, score so lously... haizzz... so bz with sj and eco garden stuff.. hope my studies will not be affected...

coming sat is my birthday loh.. not expecting much.. not expecting any fun too=( so disappointing... so not looking forward...

Schedule b4 and for 2nd dec

Thurs - eco garden opening. need to prepare prepare...

Sat - morning need to bring cadets to SJ HQ for their koto test. late afternoon Camp... is like so packed lah... am still sick and some sort got injured..=/ i hate this, man.. keep coughing at night, cant get enough sleep too.haizz..

till here lah..

today rre
Horoscopes
Sagittarius
Regardless of the situation you are in, you will want to take the easy way out, dear Sagittarius. There is a sense of laziness seeping over you, and you may be trying to find a way to sneak out of certain responsibilities. Even though this idea seems terrific now, it is likely to get you into serious trouble later on. Be careful of cheating the system and then expecting the full benefits of hard work in return. You will earn exactly what you deserve.

zone ppt
zone presentation...

not a bad one. but lots of misunderstanding that cause me to be damn tired. but its alright lah. sigh.... tired man... monday got maths test somemore. haven started yet =X

getting really tired.
getting really tired and my back aches a lot too... sigh.. freezing cool at night... haiz. i m so disappointed...=((

ExhAUsted
words to describe me now!!!

Super irritated, and damn bloody exhausted. enough chasing ok? i will do it asap de.. think i dun wan to end fast meh.....??? my exams is also coming le ok? think for me can!?!?!??!!?!??!?!??!!?!?

gonna kill some pple

gonna kill some pple....

u all buck up can a not!!!! dun wan right, i m gonna force u all to buck up.

Exciting week. but tired oso
Exciting week. but tired oso

these few days got a lot of things to do lah.

Mr lee juz got married. COngrats..=) Ms looi so pretty, i mean mrs lee.. hehe...

Then got kusu island public duty.. quite fun ah.. see turtles.. then got bench oso loh. think of sofi loh, tt time she came back to visit us, we went to east coast.=/ i miss her....

uncle teo bringing us to kusu island...

after this i went to send ms chandran, she went back to her homeland le loh.

then yesterday, 21/11/06, ms chin went back to her homeland too.. mr & mrs gaius went for their honeymoon too... din send them. coz got lessons loh..

I will miss them loh.;)

Now, SJ teacher left mr singh and mrs mathi. mr singh busy in his eco garden. mrs mathi a newbie in SJ. The heavy burden is partially on me now.. haizz... ms chandran can only communicate with me in email... So many events happening in the holidays.. dunno whether i can cope with it a not. got zone side the work oso... It gets too much, sometimes. *headaches*.

Hurt my right eye today. went back to hss. com team training, testing their first aid skills. wanna make 'hazards' for them, now become mine. *Ouch.*

What happen?

While pulling the long poles to block the doorway, din notice the fan. the poles being forced away from the fan, the pole moves violently, hits my specs and scratch skin beside my right eye. pain!!!!! haizz.. what can i do. let it recover loh. cough still there.

Coping with many stuff now. busy busy. exhausted too.. but will try my best. who tell me to join SJ=b

Intensive Training Camp
Intensive Training Camp..

Uhhuu... ended last thurs very after a cool BBQ. ended quite late, and damn tired. its still FUN..!!! dunno when i become a dozen over kids' mummy=P LOL.. damn weird sia...

But i really can say that all who did not go, wasted... esp those in s'pore and din come. can say that i m really disappointed with them... i cant believ that a year back i still wanted to groom them... now, my thoughts are dashed. one of them seen me and did not bother to even say a 'hi' to me.. sigh.. nvm...

now, i have a batch of kids that will carry on the competition, confidently, i hope... All these trainings, i hope will give them more confident and determination to the competition...

Though is tough, planning all these things,i have the help of the ssgts, some officers, is fun in the end.=) i enjoyed it=)

Some pictures of it..
So guai.. copying notes.=)

theng hwee is starting to grow stonger=) no more cry baby le=) well done, man..
Cool,huh.? so sad, cant go with them, got lessons... hmph=/ but i know they perform quite well there..=)

so zi lian.. take so many photo at one same pointloh.. wahahaha... so playful oso.. =p

These are the girls.. front row are my trainers.. some crazy pple...hahaXD
After the games, so flour-y hahaXD

tot i could write a long long entry.. put more pics. but need to wake up early tml.. got public duty with my kids=P

Don't quit
Don’t Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all up hill,
When your funds are low and debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must – but don’t quit

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learn,
And many failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don’t give up, though the pace seems slow-
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It sees to faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out-
The sliver tint of the clouds of doubt-
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit-
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit.

Author Unknown


That time saw one of my(4get whose le) friend's graduating card. There was one sentence touches me the most. Its says, ' a setback in life will brings u a lifetime of success' .. i think was by mr chua.. he failed his A level, retake.. now, i can clearly see that really there is nothing that can stop him from doing what he wan, what he always believed in.. not even age..=b..

When will my setback comes?? can i handle it.? or my life will just be a smooth ride all the way..?

Life is just so unpredictable.. People change.. sometimes, the change is so major that even the person itself cant recognize... hmmmm... maybe i think too much..
*cough cough*

*headaches*
*headaches*

Why is working with pple younger than me so tiring.. ??? sigh~~~ for their own good, why cant juz juz be more understanding and mature.... like i wanna force them like tt.. forcing is so so so so so so so so so so so tiring....~!!!!!

first aid coverage only mah.... i wanna go loh, if i can.. but i have to study.. not like the 2 of u.. got holidays le... think i so free ah... think i like if like tt ah... treat me better can a not... i am not there to take me for granted... my help is not unlimited... give me some respects. i can play with u, but tt doesn't mean tt i dun need respect.!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have my studies to cope, sj to cope.. ARGH!!!

go now.. sigh.. go school le..