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Friday, October 27, 2006

coughing for a week plus
coughing for a week plus..

Have been coughing since the starting of school.. so fast alr 2nd week of school ended le... coughing for 1 week and 5 days.(hehe.. still can count=p)

Cannot control my addiction to chocolates lah.. hehe,, eating kissables and writing this blog at the same time.. hehe.. yum yum.. discovered this very nice webby.. www.lucas.com.sg... got a lot of chocolate recepies... hehe.. one day must try to do it.. and get some guinea pigs.. muahahaha=p

ooh. i forget to mention that i saw ms kaur last wed.. i miss her so much. she had not change at all.. still so sarcastic and funny loh=b she has been so nice.. coming back to elp mr singh with the sec 4s this year... so fortunate of them.. [i still need to go out and find mr chong for help de loh]... hehe.. i have alr booked ms kaur for a dinner=))

Tml is mr singh's son, Arjan's birthday.. i miss him too.. so long nv see him and mrs singh, inderpal... i miss them... last time see them was i think when doing the JAE thingy, choosing for coourses.. when i went to their hse... with aaron and kenneth and don..

i was invited to their hse or arjan's birthday party..

so looking forward to go;)


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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Story
ME..
running nose very bad loh.. hahax.. use a lot tissu paper le loh.. practical desperate for tissue, dun care just use the paper towel loh.. quite rough loh.. haha.. no worries, nv bleed lah.. but rub until quite pain..

Share with you a story.. from my lecturer..

Once upon a time a daughter complained to her father that her life was miserable and that she didn't know how she was going to make it. She was tired of fighting and struggling all the time. It seemed just as one problem was solved, another one soon followed.

Her father, a chef, took her to the kitchen.

He filled three pots withwater and placed each on a high fire. Once the three pots began to boil, he placed potatoes in one pot, eggs in the second pot, and ground coffee beans in the third pot.

He then let them sit and boil, without saying a word to his daughter. The daughter, moaned and impatiently waited, wondering what he was doing. After twenty minutes he turned off the burners. He took the potatoes out of the pot and placed them in a bowl. He pulled the eggs out and placed them a bowl. He then ladled the coffee out and placed it in a cup.

Turning to her he asked. "Daughter, what do you see?" "Potatoes, eggs, and coffee," she hastily replied. "Look closer", he said, "and touch the potatoes." She did and noted that they were soft. He then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.

Finally, he asked her to sip the coffee. Its rich aroma brought a smile to her face. "Father, what does this mean?" she asked. He then explained that the potatoes, the eggs and coffee beans had eachfaced the same adversity - the boiling water.

However, each one reacted differently.

The potato went in strong, hard, and unrelenting, but in boiling water, it became soft and weak.

The egg was fragile, with the thin outer shell protecting its liquid interior until it was put in the boiling water. Then the inside of the egg became hard.
However, the ground coffee beans were unique. After they were exposed to the boiling water, they changed the water and created something new.

"Which are you," he asked his daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a potato, an egg, or a coffee bean? "

In life, things happen around us, things happen to us, but the only thing that truly matters is what happens within us.

Which one are you? Which one do you wanna be??


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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I have graduated fromo advanced 1st aid course...
I have graduated fromo advanced 1st aid course...

at last, the course has ended.. is definitely a tiring course. but learnt a lot of things lah.. many many more 1st aid skills & knowledge...

these few days have been learning theory & pract in james office.. doing prac, can get really tired.. CPR for 20 mins.. can die one lor.. hahaX.. i still make it ;) knew a new friend stanley. learnt stuff from him too.. he is an adult loh, have family liao.. his kids are abt my age.. haha..lol/..

today's test dunno whethe successful a not.. confirm got mistakes mah.. we've got snake poisoning.. i carrying ner, piggyback kind.. all the way to the road.. . tired lah .. of course de.. then road traffic accident.. the last one is drowning.. went into water lah... tired tired lah.. wet and sticky...

got some lectures from james lah.. all the stupid mistakes lah.. shld scold de.. i oso dunno y i made those mistakes de.. lol..

1 thing i notice, everyone got sick..=P seems like i pass the vorus to all of them.. some coughing le.. some got running nose.. got diarrheoa. hehe... =PP so so sorry.. i dun mean it, seriously..

Learn something more impt... dun judge your friend by the mistake they make now, think of the things they have done for you last time.. dun even judge them on the negative side..

LOOK OUT FOR NEXT TIME FOR THE PHOTOS XD


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Friday, October 20, 2006

starting of advanced 1st aid loh..
starting of advanced 1st aid loh..

It will be a busy weekend loh...
Hope that i will be alright lah.. tt's all.. take care everyone..


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Thursday, October 19, 2006

feeling better..
feeling better lah..

no fever le, sigh.. but still headaches leh.. thanX liu rong, li mei, subha, ting, ner, yk. calling me to drink more water n 'forcing' me to see doctor lah.. but sorry lar, still haven see lar.. so many things crushing me like dunno what lah, flattened pancake??

Eco Garden?
working with mr. S is alright lah,used to it le, but i find no way to communicate with ms s lar.. She seems like nv do anything.. coz got our help, she doesn't seems like doing much..
mr. S like nt going to depend on the presenters much le... quite disappointing batch huh?? but some a good.. HeaDacHEs..

Com Team?
Only yk, ner, ting, for now are doing stuff.. others like talk only. talk so easy. i oso know how. i oso studying. Today, started planning the camp, finish the rough ideas alr, know abt the activities le. hope no changes. If not our whole afternoon is wasted.. had quite fun time there lah.. with them, entertaining me like always=)

Why some pple wun just judge themselves first? i am impt a not is not for u to judge and always find excuses to protect themselves from the blame. why dun i learn from him.. he dun even deserve to be in my blog


hmmm... yah. haven talk abt my academic work.. hmmm.. IPC inorganic and physical chemistry coming in.. this is what they study in sec 4 chemistry loh. sigh. but actually, no sweat alr, i have done even tougher chemistry,OBC, but C only lar.. far from my aims..
Others like all bio leh.. physio n mircobio loh. yah, and maths.. Shld be quite ok lah.. still handling well...

Advanced first aid coming oso..
This Sat till Tues... i WILL MISS LESSON FOR MONDAY... so scary lah.. IPC, maths{OK lah}, mircobio {Ok oso}.. but IPC lah.. hope he dun cover so many things lar, Joseph kueh.. hehe...
Actually not very looking forward to it.. affect so much of my studies...
I have promise myself, after the course, i MUST go somewhere to study, mac bah, most probably....

Must get at least 3.3 for GPA.. hope so..

My cough is really bad, if i pass to you.. i am really sorry..=P *cough cough**


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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

lousy me..
lousy me..

still having a bit of fever.. lets ope it goes down after today... but the terrible thing is i m having very jialat heaaches lah.. lets hope is not migraines.=X

not that i dun wan to see doctor.. i really n time.. so dun nag ,k? i know u got good intention.. but i really can get irritated.. sorry,but yah.. patience not so good lah.. neither is my memory lah.. so keep reminding me about things lah.. thX


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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

still sick
still sick

sigh.. still so jialat.. tot i was ok le.. morning take was like 37.2.. tot i was recovering..

nah.. i was wrong, man.. mayb the medicine effect go off le.. taken panadol yst night.. got better, i can even go school feel so energetic...

now, like having severe headaches[ make me cant sleep well] & fever lah.. 37.7.. i hope not.. & dun increase anymore!!!


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Monday, October 16, 2006

first day of school..
first day of school..

It was actually ok de.. but dunno what happen then started feeling very sick, at the last lecture for the day... Headache, stomachache, feel like vomiting sia.. damn horrible.. luckily,clara & yusra was there loh..=) really wanna thank then loh.. =)) A BIG BIG THANK YOU!!!..

reach home my whole body feel so soft loh, went to sleep straight away... no lah, i took my temperature first.. was 39.2... wah.. no wonder i feel horribe.. now better, 38.5 like tt.. but feel hot and cold at the same time... this is so weird man... freezing like hell, but my body feels so hot... sigh~ like tt virus they talking abt in the news.. i hope is not tt... dunno can go school tml a not.. i hope can.. second day alr MC liao..hahaX..

Till here..


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Sunday, October 15, 2006

my last day of holiday..
my last day of holiday..

BusY cleaning my room.. lol.. since the start of the holiday, haven touch my stuff, all so messy loh.. i promise myself my to clean before the new sem start.. really is before, 1 day before loh.. wahahahaa=P

a bit tired lah... haizz.. preparing for tml oso..

Next sem got chemistry again lah.. haiz.. need to 'pia' again le.. =P

TOUGH TIMES DON'T LAST, TOUGH MEN DO


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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Last 2 days to sch reopen..
Last 2 days to sch reopen..

2 more days.. gotta go back ngee ann le.. mixed feelings lah.. hmmm.. happy, can see my classmates again.. yeah!!

But, SJ competition preparation is starting soon.. haizz.. i will be damn busy loh.. doing these and that.. luckily got yk, ting and nerissa. will depend on them mostly le.. hope the sec 4Es can come and help too.. Bavani, Shama, Ling, Fahmy, Irwandi, Soon Keong, Fariz, Winson, juz anyone that can help lah.. I am so afraid that they cant make it this year=,(

I am more afraid that i will be damn STRESS.. sigh~~ aiyoyo... headache...


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Friday, October 13, 2006

MOre stuff on blackie=P
MOre stuff on blackie=P

Mr Tan SOon Yong, me anD mrS goH.. =)
me And MS chandran.. i love her lots too.=)
mdm shen n me.. she is the one who suggest me & pauline to go perform for 'xiang shen'.. hahaX... even ms law knows it, laughs her head off... but totally agreed. LoL..

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thX ms law for solving that ncoc form for me.. the cadet dunno whether got lie, coz mr t is not around.. hmmm.. ms law still sort of comfort me loh.. force me to eat=P coz i quite sian after doing that stupid cadet thingy.. really angry until no appetite.. She owe me a photo to take together=] I love her so so much=)))

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Last day of work oso.. i am officially jobless..=P Thanks guys for being so nice in the night study loh.. nv bully me.. hehe. i know a lot of new teacher will kena bully one.. but not me.. i have a fun time there... mayb coz of no age gap bah.. doesn't matter lah.. All the best for your Olevels=) find me if you need help=) Take care..

End of blithe black Friday B-)



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Graduation Day..
Graduation Day..

I was llike my 2nd Graduation Day in HSS leh.. wahaha... Is graduation day for the sec 4s this year.. I am so proud of them=))

In the morning, I was talking to the newly formed eco-garden committe.. wah.. damn jialat loh.. a lot of little kids.. and i really mean it.. a lot of sec 1s.. all like juz graduate from kindergarten.. lol.. dun bother mr S say wanna change=P hehe.. i complain 1=PP i so bad.. but so what.. hehe.. i will be working with them leh.. i have the rights to say.. =P

I missed the first part( not only first, i came when the second last programs start) Graduation day =( but i saw all of them going up to stage to get the graduation cert=))

hahaX.. i was with GB and Willie=P

See willie fist=I He is such an ass.. wahahaha=P

I shouted my juniors' name.. hahaX.. when they go up stage. first few only.. Yk, nerissa n ting only.. coz after tt kena scolding from mr W, OM.. hahaX=P not scold lah,say only=P

I really have a fun time there loh.. is really like my graduation, but withou my classmates there loh=( but i will always rmb them de loh...=))

Taken a lot of pictures today..=))

hahaX.. greedy juniors..=P pointing at the yummuy food, got sushi leh.. yummy..
me . nerissa,ting, shiying=)

Graduates 2006=) with mr singh, hahaX..he purposely bend down a bit to be abt the same height as them, get what i mean.?? wahahaaXD


Ms wu..=) with me.. i love her a lot, a lot... told you is like my own gradutation day le loh..wahahaXD

many photos to share le.. next few entries lah...

Then in this graduation ceremony, got this special thing happening lah.. hahaX.. mr G and Ms L getting married lah.. then joseph, head prefect, asking their form class to form lines at the side of the red carpet.. i think Ms L dunno abt it.. She is like very very touched loh..hahaX.. then wanna cry like tt.. she so shy, dun dare to walk on the red carpet.. mr g very sporty..hahaX.. got her up on stage too.. mr g sang 'i swear ' to her.. so sweet.. even the pitch too high oso sing..

The naughty sec 5s keep shouting 'KISS' loh..hahaX.. din kiss lah.. hahaX.. R21 ->mr g say de. wahaha..

Got 'Yum seng' for this year.. still rmb last year is done in the canteen de, by our own wish lah.. i hope all the graduates have a fun time there lah.. i know i had wonderful time there lah..

This is the best black friday i have ever had=)))))



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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Life sciences conundrum..
Life sciences conundrum..

TSY(not in HSS de) told me abt this news on the TODAY newspaper on 9 oct 2006.. Headlines. The life sciences conundrum. After the hype, grads now realise that there's no place for them in the industry..

Wah... actually a bit worried loh.. the rough idea of the news is just that life sci Uni grads cannot get a job related to what they study. aiyoyo.. hahaX.. stress lah of course... but what's the use right?? no point loh.. Maybe till i graduate from poly or uni there will be more vacancies then now.. Life is full of changes loh..

Brought that newspaper to work just now, showed to some of the students there lah.. a bit bad lah, like building unneeded stress in them=Z But they shld know all this lah.. to choose a better path for themselves.


Just now in the early afternoon, started raining.. hahaX.. i was so happy. At last it rained, hope the forest fire will be weaken.. then less of mr hazy=))

Happy birthday, Mr Zubi Kek.. it was by chance i knew it lah.=P i was in staff room, snatching ice-cream from KC.. hehe.. so fun=P wahaha.. Then mEW was wrapping present then she told me lah.. then i get to know it.. Sang birthday song for him with others. hehe.. the cake was not really a cake. was just a tub of ice-cream..

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1SJ cadet lied to me.. I cant believe it.. *HMPH* I would let her off so easily... she will get it.. lucky i can get in contact with her form teacher, ms law, so easily...

I HATE LIERS!!!



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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

its so fun..
its so fun..

its quite ok lah, the job ah... but dun really know what's my salary leh? not very sure lah.. but yah lah.. treat it as helping out lah.. i can help the sec 4 those tt really want to be helped... sense of achievement.. hehe=P

got money pay for my advanced 1st aid course liao bah.. =) dun wanna buy uniform leh.. sigh~~ so eX... oso dunno how long i will be wearing it... officer oso is do backstage work de.. do until siao n no one knows those kind of work loh... =Z but is true lah.. wahaha...=S

so cool.. so long nv stay in HSS for so long le... thinking of last time again.. hmmm.. those days... *thinking*
^^^hahaX.. after school.. stay back just to take photo.. hahaX.. the first and the only personal class photo was taken at tt time only [dun count the every year must take de class photo lah]^^^My best buddys... class 1E4/2002, & 2E4/2003, still my best buds..=) S.C.B^^^its on last year de national day bah.. if i am not wrong.. hahaX...XD^^^MR chua and mr tan with me=)) i feel so honoured..hehe..=) the few tt i respect the most=)
my sec 4 form teacher... he very gentle and very shy... hehe.. so cute de.=P

miss those days.. let it stay as a beautiful memories bah.. coz it can stay with me forever=)))
hmmm... till here..


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Start Work
Start work
PSI is better yst, less than 100. is quite healthy liao.. but is increasing now.. aiyoyo.. must take care guys...

last sat, was yinkhay's birthday.. hahaX.. happy birthday.. sweet sixteen loh.. =)

hmmm.. later i will be working.. so excited=P..hahaX. i am back in HSS to be the night study ,sort of teacher lahXD

See u later, my dear juniors & pauline loh=)


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Sunday, October 08, 2006

a day out..
A daY ouT...

Went out with my mum and bro.. unexpected gang=P dun always go out with them loh.. We went to suntec to watch movie.. we watch 'World Trade Center' Quite nice lah. quite cool..

Its based on true stories, those pple tt really survive the 911.. quite touching at some parts, when they showing abt theor families and the kinship stuff..

is by

Nicolas Cage^

Michael Shannon^

Michael Pena^

They are the few main characters in the movie.. Its about a few police officers in New York city, who volunteered to go into the world trade center when the first crash ended, no one expected the second crash came. All of them are trapped in the rubble.. Left 2 police officers, Will (Michael Pena) and John(Nicolas Cage). They encouraged each other, not to let each other sleep. when they fall asleep, they might not wake up anymore coz they are suffering internal injuries.. Their dialogue, reminds them of their family, strengthen them even more.

Then, Micheal Shannon. save them.. he sneaks into rumbble despite of the dangers. Eventually he heard the 2 of them shouting for help. the rescue team save them..=)

Catch this movie if u like touching stories.

Many thoughts .. life is actually quite vulnerable.. a terrorist attack.. many pple will be affected.. lost of their properities, lost of their familiy... Cherish whenever you have them;)

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Many must have wondered why not let my parents pay for my advanced 1st aid course.hmm.. i am also quite puzzled lah.. my conclusion was, they don't like me in sj. sigh~ they don't want me to go back e sec sch to help,coz to them was a waste of time. dun allow me to go for the wildness first aid course coz is dangerous.. and all sort of crap...

its the best for me to learn things, to experince things tt may be once in a life time thing..

I don't want to be the little useless girl i used to be. I wanna be independent. i know there will be a lot of price to pay. i am ready for it=)



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Saturday, October 07, 2006

WeaTHer sO baD.=Z
got zone meeting just now.. hmmm.. can't wake up.. no lar.. actually find myself a bit sick.. cuRSe myself the previous entry...LoL. now, really sicK le.. But noT seRious loh.. i wiLL reCover asap.. then wenT to HQ.. so bored lah. NCOC meeting only loh.. I oso not very big post so go like no use oso... not that i wan, i dun bother abt tt loh, no need to do things i happier=P hehe.. laZy lah... GoT a lot if stuff need to do.. think but then(Dec), will be exams le.. hmmmm.. so quite heng oso...

A lot of NCOC aplication kena rejected.=( go back sch muz nag nag at them again=I

Don't let it destroyed my mood..

Came across this in my email.. very sweet.=)


Click on it to see the larger version....
mY skin getting very dry coz of the hazy, especially on my face.. Ouch..! damn pain when touch it.. splash water will feel the pain oso, can feel where the skin is peeling off.. so so so pain lar..
100 bottles of moisturizers oso not enough loh.. ouchouchouch.... Take care pple..=)

PSI check: 145..
1min b4 ending this entry


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Friday, October 06, 2006

mid-autumn festival..
hmmm.. dun feel good today.. i am not sick.. dun worry.. i am strong ok?! haha.. juZ have many things happening.. all money problems... sigh~~ StreSS.. haha.
Advanced 1st aid course.. $300++, and maybe my SAFARI, officer uniform, 100++, aiyoyo... **headaches** M.EW accidentally heard it loh.. she then wanna lend me the $$ to settle the thingS 1st.. i feel so bad.
The YvonnE recommend me to go for this job, but i got no time to commit, i realised it was so serious until the lady ask me, 'when are u free?' hahaX.. literally, speechless..
Feel double badness.. =( Yvonne stilll ask the person to call me, i really forget about it, i really got STM[short term memory] and LTM[long term memory].. My harddisk is packed up with troubles..ahahaX.. lol

This bunny is from HanFang.. Cute right? I send it almost all my friends loh.. hehe

a laugh a day keeps everything away..

Got mS laW's sms .. thX.. same 2 u=) Happy mid autumn festival/Happy lantern festival/Happy mooncake festival.. =P

Subha: ThX for making me feel better..

Just now in HSS, we used Mr Singh's apple laptop to take this picture..

CooL?? hahaX.. is the effect of the laptop itself.

Mr Singh doesn't knows about it.. hehe...

HazY is getting really very bad this few days.. Take cAre everyone..!!



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Monday, October 02, 2006

a neW bLogSkin..
hmm... i think i have a nice bLogsKin.. i will leave it like that for now, until i find a nicer one.. its really late le.. muz go sleep liao.. till HeRe...


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